[Beanbag0]

I didn't get into the university course I wanted which is the only course to get to my dream job... I've researched therapists and cannot believe how expensive they have become per session and can not afford to talk to go to one... I've resorted to cutting again and am so scared my parents see ... I feel full all the time and have been told to put on weight or my parents are gonna force feed me... I just feel sad all the time now and I feel like my life is falling apart!

[gayleggg]

I'm sorry to hear you are feeling so down.

Therapy can get quite expensive these days. I can't afford it but I can't afford not to have it either. It is the link I have to have with a professional to make sure I don't revert back to unhealthy coping skills. We have finally spaced out my sessions but the depression is creeping back in which may mean they want to set it back up to keep an eye on me.

I've gone back to my unhealthy eating habits like skipping meals, etc.

I hope you can maybe look up some coping and relaxation techniques to help you get through this rough patch. Hang in there.

[Fuzzybear]