[nadiahoney]

I cannot do anything. I have been moving into my house for three years -- you read that right, three freakin' years. I used to do it in a week. I cannot do it. I try and try and just can't. I cannot iron or sew and I have not smiled or laughed for real in eons. I try SO HARD to do the things I need to do and it is just impossible, and I don't know why -- it's like God hates me. Look, I know all the stupid tricks for organizing, but this is beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I mean we are talking I am crying uncontrollably every day and I don't want to go on. And my abusive bf won't leave me alone and that's a whole other issue, but the biggest one is my inability to BUDGE or to finish the simplest task, to do any kind of thing at all. All I can do is lie in bed and weep or sleep and I NEED HELP I NEED HELP I NEED HELP PLEASE

[Lexi232]

!!!!
is going inpatient an option for you? do you have a therapist and/or a psychiatrist?
My heart goes out to you! Im so sorry you are struggling, and terribly sorry that your bf isnt helping, and doing a lot more harm than any good. :hug;
I'm glad you're here and that you were able to post (i know how badly depression can get).

[Mirage2911]

Get away from your bf sounds like he's the problem !

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[vital]

Originally Posted by nadiahoney

I cannot do anything. I have been moving into my house for three years -- you read that right, three freakin' years. I used to do it in a week. I cannot do it. I try and try and just can't. I cannot iron or sew and I have not smiled or laughed for real in eons. I try SO HARD to do the things I need to do and it is just impossible, and I don't know why -- it's like God hates me. Look, I know all the stupid tricks for organizing, but this is beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I mean we are talking I am crying uncontrollably every day and I don't want to go on. And my abusive bf won't leave me alone and that's a whole other issue, but the biggest one is my inability to BUDGE or to finish the simplest task, to do any kind of thing at all. All I can do is lie in bed and weep or sleep and I NEED HELP I NEED HELP I NEED HELP PLEASE

Hi nadiahoney,

Have a look at this and see if it explains what you're going through:

http://forums.psychcentral.com/depre...ml#post4162657

I'd suggest that you try SNAP CLUB describe in that thread, especially to get started. It's very very easy to do, it's fun, it costs nothing and is (at least sometimes) has a huge positive effect.

My best general advice is summarized here

http://forums.psychcentral.com/4162657-post74.html

- vital

Originally Posted by vital

Hi nadiahoney,

Have a look at this and see if it explains what you're going through:

http://forums.psychcentral.com/depre...ml#post4162657

I'd suggest that you try SNAP CLUB describe in that thread, especially to get started. It's very very easy to do, it's fun, it costs nothing and is (at least sometimes) has a huge positive effect.

My best general advice is summarized here

http://forums.psychcentral.com/4162657-post74.html

- vital

i should probably have a look at that thread myself, you've got me curious now to what that club is

[kaliope]

depression is a very real thing that can take away all our motivation. when it is this bad it requires treatment. like lexi suggests, inpatient is an option. it gives you time to just get away from all the stressors of the world while receiving treatment and trying to get back on track. if that is not an option for you, seeing a psychiatrist/therapist package or your doctor and a therapist so you can get on antidepressants and have someone to talk to to assist you in reorganizing your thoughts and give you coping skills is the best way to go. i was depressed to the point where i could not function as well and antidepressants completely turned my life around. and it was nice that i did not have to stay on them a lifetime. after i got everything sorted out and my life back on track and felt strong again, i was able to discontinue them. so please, go seek out help.

how are you doing nadiahoney..

not heard from you in a while