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Everything sux! Life sux, relationships suck,work sucks, Nothing gets better. I dont think the meds are working anymore, i dont want to go back to the Pdoc. Everything is black, a deep dark hole, I keep slipping in, deeper, and deeper. I feel terrible, I have a very bad constant headache,my stomach hurts, i really dont want to go on in this stupid life anymore. I cant help but to think of all the people that have passed on that deserved to live more than me. I really dont understand y I cant just go, dosent god even want me? Y does he want me to suffer? things just do not get better at all 4 me, just worse. I am hurting so bad right now, i cant stop crying. I want to just go away 4ever.
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Grab hold of me if you feel you are slipping back in. I can hear the terrible pain you are in. Please take care. PM me if you want.
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dude, I am right there with you......... if you ever need anybody, pm me and we can hate life together
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I am a very shy quiet person that wants to be able to have a place to just talk, where nobody knows my facade, and won't judge me, but maybe just maybe, will end up liking me for me. Odd concept in todays world, I know, but a girl can dream. |
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man, i know what your going through life is hard.. I couldn't of said everything you said in better way, just remember there's alot of ppl that do love you even though you think they don't just stay on your feet and don't let anything knock you down! when you feel that hole is starting to get deeper start digging in a angle towards the top! eventually you will make it out of that muddy hole you've been in forever, god doesn't want you to suffer he's testing you to see how far you will push yourself to make everything better. Trust me, i'm in a pretty tight spot myself but i'm trying everything i can to make all this better. You don't want god to take you now you still have loads of fun to have and all those ppl that have passed on passed for a reason, like one of my closest friends that died 2005 i grew up with him and he was depressed most of his life and he finally found a way to be happy he got a good girlfriend and a job and turned everything around, then.. I guess he completed gods rough course after so long. So, just work on turning everything around there's always short cuts you just have to search for them. well, i'm outta here hope i helped a bit and just like (greenpunkergirl) said if you need someone to talk to pm me we can hate life and search for those short cuts together, don't give up!
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Thank u guys so much, believe it or not, i feel a lil better today. I hope someday, i will make it out of this hole, its definitly not fun
![]() <3, MamazAngel |
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