[Leisel]

Today my fiance and I ended our relationship. We were engaged for 2 years, I feel so lost and scared. I moved here to North Carolina from Canada to go to school near him. He moved here from home for his mom and brother and I followed him. I am not sure what to do. It is really hard too because we love each other so much and we are still going to be best friends and be there for each other. I am just so scared to face this world alone, to go home and feel like i failed at this.

I thought i was going to marry this man and I would never have slept with him if I didn't believe that. He was supposed to be my one and only and now I feel terrible knowing that we aren't going to be married.

I feel that I don't want to ever love again because of the pain I feel.

[jacq10]

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I'm so sorry to hear about you and your fiance ... hang in there

[nicole84]

That would be extremely hard I know how hard it is when relationships end or go bad, especially if your down already. It takes alot of strength and time and I congratulate you for talking about it. Theres no use saying the pain will go, because it won't feel that way, not for a long time. Take care and look after yourself

[Christina86]

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i'm sorry........feel free to talk about it as this group gives really good support and listens well.......xoxoxo pat

[Fuzzybear]

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[MamazAngel]

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Hang In there, It may not feel like it now, but u will get through this. I cannot tell u when or how, but as time goes on, it will get easier. Just remember to keep yourself happy in the mean time
<3,
MamazAngel

[EJ711]

Leisel,

I am so sorry for your loss.

Sometimes relationships just don't work, and I think it is better to find out before you are married.

It is scarey launching off on your own, after being a couple for a long time.

I will pray that God will direct your steps in the days and weeks ahead as you begin a new phase of your life.

Keep us posted. I'm glad you found PC.

Hugs,

EJ

[(JD)]

(((hugs))) What a diffcult situation! I'm sorry that you have any regrets.... but you are the wiser for the future. Learning can be hard at times. I'm glad that you didn't go ahead and marry and then be suffering through these feelings anyway...

Give yourself time.

A two year committment is a long time. It sounds like you feel somewhat used by this guy.

I'm sorry you moved and changed your life for him and now he is no longer in the picture. Maybe the right person is in that area...and you would never find him if you hadn't been through this?

Time to focus on YOU now... do things that make YOU feel good and better about yourself. Relationships do end. I'm sorry you had to experience this.

[Leisel]

Thank you all for your support. I have decided to go back home and live my own life. I am going to take a year there and then go to fashion school! My family has been so supportive and my fiance wants me back. But I have decided that if he wants that then he will be ok with me being gone a year. The school I want to go to after this year is much closer to him than home and we could see each other more then. I would have lost my mind without all your kind words. Thank you