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Old Mar 03, 2015, 10:23 AM
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I feel so worthless, to everyone. I haven't seen the point in living, or trying for awhile.

I feel like a huge burden on them. I take up too much of there time. And money. Plus.... I have NO future. nothing to look forward too. My life will be always suck, and there is just not point in living. I should probably just kill myself.

I feel like a huge failure.

No matter what other tell me, I always feel like a horrible person. No matter how much they compliment me, I still feel like a horrible person.That doesnt deserve anything good.
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Old Mar 03, 2015, 10:39 AM
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i have always found you to be a very nice, caring person.

i hope that you will be able to see this quality in yourself too.
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Old Mar 03, 2015, 12:04 PM
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No matter what other tell me, I always feel like a horrible person.
Bingo.

I observe that depression damages or destroys one's ability to emotionally engage incoming information. The information might be genuine, it might be polite, it might be true, it might be false but it's all "blah, blah, blah." The fog swallows it. Sometimes it passes into the fog as positive and negative, but it all emerges negative if it emerges at all.

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Old Mar 03, 2015, 01:07 PM
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i'm sorry you feel so bad about yourself!!!you probably suffer from depression or even bipolar? it can be dibilitating, you do need to see a doc or t if possible, there are ways to get out of your rut. good luck i hope this helps
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Old Mar 03, 2015, 06:40 PM
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I have autism... And, I always need extra help, and that costs money. I will need help in life,& that's just burdening my parents. They are always concered and worrying about money, because of me. Killing myself... Is the most viable option,& it certainly should be done before fall 2015. The things I want to do might not happen. Going to college to be a vet tech might not happen... They think I could not handle this,& that going to this speciality program for a year should be done. They are also thinking of(didn't say this, but it was talked about at my IEP) placing me in care facality. I WANT a family. Childern. Or I at least want to have a relationship. Actually live by myself.
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Old Mar 04, 2015, 08:42 AM
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money comes and money goes.

I doubt there is anyone who would trade a few extra dollars for the life of their child. Not even close.
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