[drunksunflower]

So yes I am lame and forgot to get any more celexa and I am trying to stay in my good head space without it.

I knew I was going to run out so I just stopped taking it anyway. Maybe it's dumb, I dunno. I think it has been four or five days.

My question is: Mind over Matter?

Does it work for anyone else?

I am so scared d-word is going to come back but I just forgot to get stuff online and it takes a few weeks to ship internationally anyway. So I would have had time without it anwya.

Sigh. Why am so freakin stupid.

i just feel like crying I had an argument with someone I considered a friend and I am just a nasty b**ch.

[Wants2Fly]

Megadoses of Vitamin C and Vitamin B help me.

You are not stupid, just forgetful. It's easy to be forgetful when life is rolling along with all its demands. Do you have a local doctor or clinic who might give you some freebies to tide you over.

Hugs and love,

[drunksunflower]

K I have heard good about vit b

i don't know i meant to get some online cos i hate drs and i dont want to do that crap again, is scary

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[macbeth]

I'm so sick and tired of taking pill after pill etc.
Sick of looking at them, sometimes I imagine (not hallucinate)(lol), the bottles with faces, arms and legs.
Looking at me and pointing their finger at me "tsk tsk, don't forget to take me, cause you won't get any better without me'
I slam the door and SCREAM! Sometimes there's no better therapy then and good scream.
Then I start over the next day,somedays it works, and somedays it doesn't. Sunflower you're not stupid your human. Hang in there.

beth

[Samanthaq]

I think about not taking my meds now and then, and when I do, I remind myself of what it was like without them. As it is, I need to go in and have them changed or adjusted, because the darkness and pain is coming back and I cannot get away from it on my own.

I know that some of it is due to additional stressors in my life that I could SO do without, but still. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired!!!

If I don't take my meds however it will only get worse, so I put up with it. Meds are my friends . . . Mind over matter as much as possible, yes, but when that fails, better living through chemistry!

I need to sleep now, which of me is amazingly early . . .

[drunksunflower]

I am trying mind over matter for now.

heh.

or is that matter over mind in this case...

(((((((Drunksunflower)))))))) I think mind over matter is possible but it's really hard to accomplish. It takes discipline and patience. Two things I really need to learn so I can exercise self control. You can do it, Drunksunflower. I know this is over used but deep breathing really does help.
Good luck!