Mom sent me 2 cards. One was an invitation to the Family gathering and another one was congratulating me on my quitting smoking.
grumble, grumble, grumble
I said I was going to the family picnic but I said that knowing I could, at any time, change my mind.
This makes that impossible.
I want to go because she also sent me 4 birthday cards on my birthday-yes, FOUR. She's really good with sending cards and stuff like that. It always gets to me in my soft spot. Grumble, grumble.
I have to go. I have no choice now. She can be so cute and sweet. She really gets on my nerves 'cause she makes it impossible for me to hate her.
grumble.
Okay, I'm going. I want to bring you guys with me. I don't have a laptop though and my parents don't have a computer at their house. EEEEEK! I'm going to be all alone.
I have to go though. Okay, just wanted to update you on this.

[sabby]

Oh boy.....breathe hon...breathe...hehehe.

Hope it's not as bad as you think it will be. Try to have some fun...you deserve it!


J

(((((((((Sabau))))))))))

I've decided I'm finished with it. It's making me too upset. I'm breaking out in fever blisters, I keep getting up all hours of the night-and it's not to pee- and sometimes I'm crying when I wake up. I'm more depressed now then I have been in a long time. I've lost what little self confidence I've managed to muster up and I'm getting feelings of anxiety that come out of the blue. I'm just not feeling right and I know it has to do with this damn family picnic. I'm doing what was suggested to me by a lot of people from here on PC, the first time I wrote about this-I'll go and see my Mom privately and I won't go to the picnic. It was great advice, why I had to keep playing with other options is beyond me-glutton for punishment, I guess. I've wised up. I'm not going to the damn picnic-I'll go see Mom on the weekend before the picnic.

[Direction]

Has the picnic come and gone or is it still looming - didn't catch when it was.

[Wants2Fly]

Could you say you're going to the picnic, so that Mom and everyone is off your case, and then call as the party is in swing with some BS excuse -- got a flat tire, the bus didn't come, I was kidnapped by UFO aliens . . .

[Direction]

I like that idea...

Hi,
The picnic is this weekend. This Saturday to be exact. It's at 4pm. I told Mom I would be there at 7am and stay until early afternoon and then I would leave. I am going to miss the picnic altogether but I can say I was there on her "special day".