[soulfairy]

At first it felt as if everyday problems was the issue. The only thing repeated over and over " get away from everyone whom stress these matters even more the ones that make things feel like a barrier an issue" and so that was an awesome idea getting away closing a lot of people out. Not meaning to judge but now very clear I was also being judgmental . I also see most of the issues have gone away. Now, just left with depression. If that had another name I definitely will not call it that. I would have probably call it wanting alone time or sleep time or me time but never depression. That's it I mean maybe I need medication I also suffer from anxiety. I take no kind of medication for any of this. Basically I sleep a lot and if I am not sleeping I really have to drag myself to do something its like pulling a hundred pound weight . I hate this . I am at the point where maybe taking medication will be the best way . I just hate medication.

[Pierro]

Nobody wants to be on medication. If it helps, then that's what you need to do. Have you talked to anyone about how you are feeling, maybe you should... Best wishes

[Fizzyo]

Sorry you're feeling so bad just now. Shutting people out is so tempting when you free anxious and depressed and, in the short term it may make you feel better, but isolation also perpetuates the problem in the longer term, so keeping contact with a few people will be beneficial, even if it provokes anxiety in the short term.
I look on medication as a way to help you manage your symptoms when they are causing difficulty so you can address the underlying issues and triggers, or natural recovery has time to occur. Thanks for having the courage to talk to us, if you can't talk to family or friends, it might be time to talk to a professional so they can help you find a way forward.

[Fuzzybear]

[Tauren]

What do you hate about medication?