lonely in a crowded room...

...that is how it feels to be me...all of the time...
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...and it feels like if I were to disappear completely no one would notice either way because I was never there in the first place.

i am very lonely and isolated and hopeless and I am abandoned, by myself and the world and those who claim to care for me....

....and i'm sure it is something that i'm doing wrong, either something wrong with me that makes the world abandon me or simply because my mind is so messed up that i have created this for myself and this is all in my head....or it is some of both. either way....it is my fault i'm alone.

You are not alone in how you feel regarding a crowded room and whether you would be noticed.

Relationships of any kind take effort on both people involved - so please don't take all the credit for one not working.

my depression tells me that a lot. it is the disease, not us.......pat

I feel like that all the time even now I feel like that, so don't worry u r not alone.

You are not alone....not in the least. There are many times when there are people sitting right next to me but I feel alone and as if no one cares, but knowing someone cares, even if you don't believe it helps.

I have to think about WHO I could hurt if I left or gave up.
"You'll never know who's life you touched or what you meant tosomeone until after you are gone"

This is all too true..... I lost a friend and aunt to suicide and it hurts alot and it hurts the families more. Especially those who stuff it inside and don't talk about it.

Talk it out....even if it ends up being randon ramblings.

Dar