Connections

Lately I feel like I can't make connections with anyone. I feel like my inner demons are taking over me and that the suicidal thoughts are getting stronger. I am feeling more detached. I am supposed to go back to work in less than two weeks and I just don't know how I am going to do it.

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Are you in treatment? If so, call your doctor and let them know what is going on. If not, then maybe you need to be.

Call 911 or your local emergency number if you feel you are going to hurt yourself. There is lots of help to be had!

Please take care of yourself.

Yes I am in treatment and emailed my T last night. I see her again tomorrow and my pdoc too.

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Good. Do you think you will feel better when you go back to work? It might seem overwhelming right now, but keeping busy could help a lot.

I don't know if things will be better or worse when I go back to work. It could go either way.

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I know how alone one can feel when you are feeling suicidal and it can make it worse. I have intense suicidal feelings and at times I feel very alone. The one thing that is helping me right now is making connections and talking to people. Talk to your T, a friend, family member or even someone on here. The more connected you feel the less alone you feel. I hope things get better for you.