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Old Dec 16, 2015, 05:07 PM
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I am not ready to be back at work. Today was very tough. I feel very lazy and pathetic. I am in a lot of pain. I just want it all to stop. The anxiety is through the roof. I am not sleeping. I am very tired. I wish I could just make it all end.

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Old Dec 16, 2015, 10:32 PM
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Hello Crook32: I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time. I recall a time, years ago, when I returned to work following some surgery. I wasn't ready either & it went badly. I ended up resigning voluntarily because I just couldn't keep up. It wasn't the beginning of my downhill slide. That was already well under way. But it certainly gave the can a good additional kick down the road, so to speak. I hope you can find the strength to heal.
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Old Dec 17, 2015, 09:34 AM
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It sucks. I am not ready to be back at work. My doctor wanted me out for another 6-8 weeks but my disability was running out and I didn't want to lose my job. I just didn't think it was going to be this tough. I see my pdoc tonight and he is probably going to want to change my Meds again. I am just having such an awful time right now and I don't know what to do about it.

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Old Dec 17, 2015, 01:16 PM
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I'm glad you are seeing your pdoc tonight and maybe he will be of help. I know it can be hard to get back in the swing of things. Hopefully things will get easier as the days pass.

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