I JUST GIVE UP. I'M NOT BOTHERING POSTING ANYTHING ANYMORE
I CANT BE BOTHERED. IT'S MAKING ME WORSE. I'M MAKING EVERYONE ELSE WORSE. I'M SORRY. I'M JUST A USELESS PATHETIC PAIN IN THE ARSE FULL OF SELF PITY AND NO WILLPOWER. I CANT DO IT ANYMORE.
I'VE TRIED SO HARD TO CHANGE MY THOUGHT PATTERNS. DONT HAVE THE ENERGY OR THE INSPIRATION

I'LL LEAVE IT TO EVERYONE ELSE - ALL THE HAPPY ONES

[Fuzzybear]

Hey babe,
I don't know many people who post here who would say they are happy?

[Pejorative]

Noooo (hug). I'll be here.

[snowflake_48888]

I am here for you Jin....I will listen....I will hold your hand...I will hug you.......
Snowy

((((((((((((hugs to you all))))))))))

i just feel like such a miserable person right now and have nothing to give anyone. i'm sorry. just at the end of my tether again. dont know how many end of tethers i have left.

dont know which way to turn or go or anything i'm so unhappy and lonely. i just cant think of a reason for me to be here at all. i've no energy or inspiration or joy. i should be happy, i have a home, a husband who proffesses to love me and 2 kids. what do i have to be miserable about? i'm just selfish and self absorbed all the time and i cant shake it off.

sorry sorry sorry

[samm]

what give? are you still taking your med?
have you called your dr. you can e mail me
private any time i will give you my e mail address
pm me ok i am not ok myself right now
maybe its the weather warm weather has
cause people problems in the past jinnyann
write me

(((((((((((((sammy))))))))))

thankyou baby. i appreciate that. not much company right now

but i will e,mail you when i'm feeling better

love you, kerry xoxoxoxxoxox

[samm]

ANY TIME. JUST LET ME KNOW I WILL SEND YOU
AMY PM E MAIL ADDRESS. I AM NOT MUCH TO LOOK AT RIGHT NOW MY SELF. WE WILL DEAL AND HELP
EACH OTHER AND THAT IS HOW WE WILL GO FORWARD IN HOPE HAPPINESS AND HEALTH
DONT HAVE SCOTTY BEAM YOU UP.
LOVE FROM ACROSS THE POND.

[muse]

I know EXACTLY how you feel. I know it might not seem like I do, but my life is as close to perfect as anybody's could get--beautiful home, loving parents, incredible friends and the most amazing brother on the planet, I want for nothing... and yet, I'm anxious and unstable and now I'm having muscle spasms for no reason. I've gone through long periods where my only thought has been "I'm useless, what's wrong with me, what do **I** have to be upset about?"

Truth is, IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT!!!!! It never has been and it NEVER will be. Honey, you've obviously been working SO incredibly hard on this and you've hit a very low point. THAT'S OKAY!!! The really important thing now is to give yourself some slack and try to slowly, SLOWLY work up to "okay" again.

(((((((((((((((((((JinnyAnn))))))))))))))) I know you can do it!
luck&love,
~muse

[asylumgardens]

Hey jinny.. I don't know what more I can add, but we all care and want you here! You are amazing ((((jinny))))

thankyou so much for your wonderful replies. i mean this i dont know what i'd do without your support. muse you're right and i know you are, just my brain refuses to listen to anything i say lol. love you all and i'm here for you all too even if i am a bloody wreck half the time

thankyou thankyou thankyou

[dreamrunner]

Hope you feel better soon Jinnyann.

sending you love and care....

[meander]

(((((jinny)))))

Please don't leave, you're a wonderful person and don't let the depression tell you lies about that. You manage to express what I feel so often in a way that I never could... it helps. I hope it helps you too.

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((jinnyann)))))))))))))))))))))

[Direction]

I hope things are going a little better...