Please read. I need someone to listen and input.

I have been battling depression for over a year. I feel like everyone hates me, is thinking bad about me, and ect. I had a lot of friends before this. I now have none. They are not savable at this point. I would be really mean to them and name call. I don't mean it. I don't. I apologize but it happens. So they all told me they are done. It hurts more because I am doing this to myself. I lost a job to this. I am in college and I miss classes to this. I lost my friends to this. My family backed away to this. I wish I had someone who cared enough to stay. But I also cant blame them. Idk what to do. Idk what the point is. Honestly. I RUINED MY LIFE. ME. I DID. I don't know how to make myself ever be okay again. This sucks. Big time. I have been on meds for 3 weeks with no difference. I want to be happy. But maybe its too late.

Depression can be very self destructive . do you have a therapist ?
I'm sorry that nobody has stuck around through the hard times but we on PC are here for you . we will stick around .
Big hugs

~ Sophie

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It's never too late, but it does take time. You've been fighting for over a year, so it may take a little longer for the meds to get in your system.

Hi Rachelakabatman,

I'm sorry the meds haven't helped yet, it generally takes at least 4 to 6 weeks for medication to work and the first one you try may not be the best one. As guiltier says, it does take time, but there is hope. You can rebuild your health and life, even if it feels impossible now. (Part of that is the depression talking)!

We're always here on PC and you're important here. It seems you have already contributed to our community.

Hang on in the Region!

On PC we will stick around

It takes awhile for meds to reach their maximum effectiveness, sometimes over a month. In the meantime try to make what ammends you can and be sure you are not being to harsh on yourself, one of the best things you can do for depression is get toxic people out of your life, or at least limit your contact with them.