Headaches

I haven't been able to post too much with all the ruckus here... I'm having regular headaches again and I just feel like crap, very scared and very tired.

Tomorrow after more than two years I am going to finally bring my mother's ashes to the cemetery to be buried. I am doing this without my dad.

I'm still crazy worried about money and about being able to work again.

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((((((Dave)))))
I hope you are feeling better...I have battled headaches for year they are debilatating on their own without the help of depression and a death in the family. Two years are a long time to have to deal with someones ashes... God bless you... I know how hard these things are... I am reaching another holiday of my husbands... it's his birthday on wednesday... I think that is part of my problem right now... I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts...(((((((((((((((((DAVE))))))))))))))))))))and sending big hugs too
Somebody

Hi Somebody,
How are things going with your husband's birthday? I hope everything is OK. I have just snapped out of a week of depression and my wife thinks I am manic now. I don't think so. Talk to you later.

The headaches I am having currently aren't very severe. It has been a long time since I had a crippling headache, but these are annoying especially when they counteract my work to get past this depression.

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{{{{{{{{{{{{Dave}}}}}}}}}}}}} What you're facing can't be easy. You'll be on my thoughts and prayers this week.




<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

I am so sorry you are having headaches again.. if i can be of any assitsntece please tell me.. I am a Queen at getting rid of them.. I hve all kinds of way to do it naturally with out meds..
I have lived with them for over 12 years now..

I will try to help you as much as I can..

I wish I was ther to walk beside you when you burried your moms ashes, I would hold your hand, for you to have someone, to cry on, and someon to hold you. That is what a freind is for
<marquee> <font color=purple> (((((((((((((((((( hugs and hugs )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) </marquee>



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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better

I still have a headache. I woke at 4:00 AM last night with a bad one and had to get up and take some Tylenol.

I did clean my bathroom yesterday, it was really a mess, now it is nice.

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I slept again for a few hours this afternoon, again with a headache and had to take another Aleve.

This may worry me:

At first I was napping a lot because of my depression. I was very fatigued and sad but I knew in my heart that the driving force was the depression making me nap.

When I started forcing myself to stay out of bed, the fatigue grew very strong. At some points bad enough that if I tried to go out as an alternative I became I would fall asleep while driving and so would return home. It felt as if the depression was "foiling" my attempt to stay out of bed by causing an extreme wave of sleepiness.

Now as I fight this more all of a sudden I've got headaches interfering with my lack of sleep. They could be headaches caused by stress or meds but I'm wondering if my body is just now saying "so you are going to fight the sleepiness so now I'm going to drive you to bed with pain! Take that!"

I took an Aleve and slept some more, the pain reduced but I still have a little bit of a headache.

Want to say again that these are not crippling headaches, not like a migrane or cluster headache or even one of those severe ones where light hurts your eyes (I have had those). This is relatively mild, mostly just annoying but then grows enough to effect my concentration and drive me back to bed.



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