Its so hard for me to post this because I've always known.....

Its the hate,
The Divorce,
The Cheating,
The Lust,
The Money,
The fact that ppl forget the dead,
They forget the love they had,
Its all so vein,
I'm 17 and I realize the worlds troubles...HOW WILL I MAKE IT ANY FURTHER!!!!!!!??????
My problems are clear now, I see the marriages ending, the children suffering, then the parents remarry forgetting what they had,
I see the hate in the world...ther eis no beauty in it, not to me....,
How do you ppl continue? How can I continue....
I will never re marry if I should ever marry to begin with,
Love is wholesome and not be taken for granted,
The lust of the body exceeds the mind,
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I HATE EARTH I HATE HUMANS I HATE ME!

[LittleMouse]

Moonkin I am so sorry that you are struggling with your hate but you are right...hate can distort life and fill you with depression and color you view of the world. I want to send words of comfort in your time of suffering but try to learn to forgive and let go of all the negative in life or it will pull you down. I know it is easier said than done because I have struggled with it to. Hope you can find a better place for your self and know that there are others out here who feel your pain.

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Moonkin I am so sorry that you are struggling with your hate but you are right...hate can distort life and fill you with depression and color you view of the world. I want to send words of comfort in your time of suffering but try to learn to forgive and let go of all the negative in life or it will pull you down. I know it is easier said than done because I have struggled with it to. Hope you can find a better place for your self and know that there are others out here who feel your pain.

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I think you've misunderstood my post, I meant I'm sick of living in a world of hate,misery,lust, and sadness, I'm the one wanting it to stop, my last line in which I said I hate, what I meant was is that I want it to stop...............

[KathyM]

Moonkin

For as long as I can remember, I've been greatly impacted by the hatred, arrogance and greed around me. It wasn't possible to turn away from it without turning away from the entire world.

You will never be able to control this in others, but you can control it in yourself. Don't participate in the things you hate. Try your best to have pity for those who do because you already know it's a destructive path. Pray for them, then let it go if you can.

When it gets overwhelming, try to balance it out with an activity that you enjoy - a simple pleasure of some kind. Or find something constructive to work on to insure you don't ever fall into that trap in the future. You may share the same space, but their world doesn't have to be your world - their life doesn't have to be yours.

[selfy]

selfy understands moonkin entirely....
i too realised at the age of about 14 that the world was a mess.
i feel like u
but i also know that for it to get better WE have to do something, coz noone else will.
so join me in the hate smiting
cmon! we can get rid of at least some hate
the more ppl i persuade to smite hate the better
help me cmon...
take care moony
self

selfy and mookin..
I too at times feel that that way about the world..

I so agree with you selfy if what you say means making one spot, one person a little better than when you first saw it..

it is contagious.. just like that commercial....

at least that is what I believe... and as long as I am in this world I will believe practice making the world just a little better.

moonkin--

take heart my friend, you are not alone. What others have said is so true. Start with ones self to make the world a better place. Reach out to someone and show kindness and you might be surprised at what one word or smile could do. You are not alone and we are hearing you.

purplesecrets

[(JD)]

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I think this is what mouse referred to, in YOUR hate.

I'm not sure that this is really what is causing your depression. I am sure it is adding to it, though. Perhaps your own feelings of inadequacy in controlling your own world, the things that really are affecting you personally (like where you live or how much money you have, things like that) is what is feeding your own depression? IDK, I am just surmising.

To blame the world is very common. When we are dissatisfied within we as humans have a habit of taking the focus off ourselves and placing it out there on the world. The good thing is this is changeable. There is something you have control over, and yes, I believe even one person can make a big difference in the world.

Try to not listen to the news and the programs that show only hatred and hunger in the world. That won't help you feel better now, when you are already overwhelmed with your own life's circumstances.

Try to surround yourself with simple beauty and things you like. Try to reconnect with things that you know used to bring you happiness. Realize you can heal, and will with good effort and time.

I hope you can find a good path to walk.

[okiedokie]

Moonkin,
Yes, the world is a mess. BUT, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE TOO! You can be smart, intuitive, caring, kind, gentle and HEALTHY. Try not to internalize all the negative you see outside of yourself. Let that stay out there. You can get squared away within yourself so that you have a positive impact on the outside world. If you internalize all the "yuk" you will eventually be park of the "yuk." I don't see that for you. You have a lot to contribute.

Please try to focus inward and work to improve what's inside you. That way as you grow and move through the world, you will be a positive catalyst for change! Hurray!

Take care,
Okie

[adele96]

some people deal with the hatred and mess by doing something about it. they become police officers, doctors, psychologists, counsellors, lawyers, politicians, join the salvation army or red cross and even travel overseas to war torn countries to help displaced people, refugees, people suffering in famines and natural disasters etc, some people become involved in political/social groups like greenpeace and join protests etc. you can voice your disapproval and you will find there are many MANY people just like you. you will also find in time that comes with experience and wisdom and an open heart and mind that some people seem bad, but are infact damaged and not coping well. they may seem full of hatred and take it out on everyone around them when infact they are merely trying to keep danger away from them. life is complicated and so are people. we all have our personal experiences, which you will know nothing about. we all have aour demons that eat us up. you will come along way in the decades ahead and you will eventually find the answers to your questions through life experience and then you will find a way to deal with it. in your own way. good luck on that path and may you find the journey full of wisdom, kindness, knowledge and happiness.

I would have to agree with "Sky and adele96". If you could focus your hatred to a possitive path. The energy placed in hate, would be venue to sucess. I'm a DSHR Member for the Red cross, when you think it's bad, talk to the ppl who have lost it all................

t/c

[Soidhonia]

(((MOONKIN))). I am very sorry for the struggls that you are having at this time. It seems that your experiences in life have not been to your desire and have continued to anger and disrupt your life as you have gotten older and WISER. I hope sinceyou are becoming wiser that you will let go of some of the confusion and the anger and insecurities that you feel about life at this time due to the experiences that you have had in your life in the past. The future can be better for you if you just realize there is help and that you deserve the help you need in order to move forward with your life. I sincerely feel that everyone has experienced trauma in life at some point but it is how you choose to deal with the past that maters toyour future. Your future can be much happier if you just take things ond day at a time and try just to control your own destiny instead of trying to take on the WORLD. I know at 17 everything must seem so overwhelming to you the way in which the world is at this time, but that does not mean that you are in the same classification as the people that you see as dangerous or that you feel anger towards at this time. I hope n time you feel better and can see more clearly that as a person you can make a differnce by being the person you need to be to be happy with yourself, so you can see others in a different light as well. Peace be with you in your future endeavours. I hope the best for you (((MOONKIN))). Soidhonia