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Old Jul 04, 2007, 12:50 PM
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sometimes i wonder,
how can noone see?
am i really that good at mascarading?
or do they just pretend like me?

the ones that i love,
those that are so close,
cant they see i am lost?
do they really not notice?

i know i hold back,
because i dont want to upset anyone,
but how can noone see?
that my spirit is gone.

i am just a shell,
this isn't me,
i am no longer here,
How can noone see?

recluse1

do they really not see?

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Old Jul 04, 2007, 12:58 PM
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((((recluse))))

I am so proud of you. I see hun and I am here. Keep reaching, keep posting. Others are there. I know it seems like they are not but sometimes when it is the darkest, we cannot see who is carrying us but you are not alone and are being upheld by friends that love you so much. I know it seems the world cannot see but I do and I hear you. Keep letting it out. You are doing a great job dear. I love you and I send healing thoughts your way. My strength is weak but strong for you.

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Old Jul 04, 2007, 01:01 PM
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forever there...my friend purple. i love you and thank you.

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Old Jul 04, 2007, 07:50 PM
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recluse1 - very well said! i feel the same way sometimes. it's strange how absolutely horrible we feel and we want to feel better but we do everything we can to hid the pain!

thanks for sharing in such a beautiful way

do they really not see?
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Old Jul 04, 2007, 08:17 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((recluse))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Love you loads hun do they really not see?
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Old Jul 04, 2007, 08:35 PM
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love you too hun, here whenever you need me

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Old Jul 04, 2007, 08:56 PM
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I felt every word...
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Old Jul 05, 2007, 12:20 AM
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thank you all for your support. it means the world to know someone is listening and can understand where i am coming from. sometimes i feel like people IRL look at me like i am from outerspace or something. thanks again,you mean so much.

recluse1
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(((RECLUSE))). I am very sorry for the struggles that you are having to endure at this time. Take care of yourself. PM anytime (((RECLUSE))). Soidhonia
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