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I want to die , life's too hard
Sent from my GT-S6810P using Tapatalk Last edited by Anonymous59786; Apr 10, 2016 at 12:49 PM. Reason: added trigger icon |
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Do you have anyone to talk about it? Take care |
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Yes, life can be very hard, even too hard. You're not alone. Try to believe you won't feel that way forever. Wishing you have better days ahead.
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I don't feel there is anyone I can talk to about it (( sad hugs ))
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The Skeezyks feels your pain...
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Totally empathize. For me it's not the amplitude of difficulty, it's the frequency. And the lack of commensurate payoff.
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((((((( Cryingontheinside )))))))
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Crying... I can only pray for you that things get better, that people will come into your life to help ease your burdens and carry the load... i pray for a miracle for you...(((hugs)))
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I'm in the same boat. Right now, its so hard to see the good things. Hell, if I do it's like I don't care. I've been dealing with this feeling for months with only few hours of a distraction to break me away from it every few weeks. I even have a plan that I've been thinking about in detail. My head's all kinds of messed up but I'm still here and I'm still fighting. I figure after a while my suicide risk and major depression will let up at some point. It's just like boxing. I just have to have more stamina than my opponent and after it's too tired to continue, knock it out for the win. I wish the best for you and if you need someone to talk to, feel free to message me. If nothing else, I can always listen and encourage you. Don't give up.
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i know that feeling. at that point there's a weird liberation. If you had enough, there's no reason you can't just say "eff it" and do things and live life how you want. not society. get a good therapist and keep on fighting. lifenet is also a good resource.
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it makes me so sad because i know how the people feel that do commit the act...
they feel like it is the only escape or ultimate release... but i tell myself that its really not what i want, i want to kill the illness, not myself.. life is truly beautiful... i try to focus on the beauty of it... even though its really hard to do that, its just the only thing i know to do - keep reminding myself of good things... its better than cursing myself out all day and causing triggers and blabla - i trigger myself alot life is not hard or easy.... those are subjective terms... life just is... we have to do what we can with what we have... i have severe depression as well so im not trying to preach or anything... i just try to see things differently i guess... i feel like a lunatic though just have to keep reminding myself of good things... the list of good things is really short though im hoping to make it longer in the future i try to be as strong as possible for everyone else out there that feels this @$^@ feel like if i can survive, maybe it will help someone else survive... and if we all work together maybe we could really win this war... i just feel a connection with people that are depressed more than i do with anyone... i guess because they can understand me on a certain level.. hang in there... we can survive... we can thrive, but we must not allow our demise
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Maybe you're going through an especially difficult time right now and I can empathasize with just wanting to run away from it all and wanting everything to just stop. However, there are too many individuals out there who love and care for you deeply, and without you in their lives, they would be utterly devastated. You mean a great deal to at least one person out there, so play in your mind that you're going to keep going on in your life for their sake - that their happiness is more important than yours, and the only way to show your love for them is if you keep fighting.
This is what has been working for me lately. I don't know if it's the best or healthiest way to think, but that's what has kept me going every stinkin day. |
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crying, I'm so sorry you are feeling this way.... I get it and i'm here if you want to pm me.
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