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Apr 18, 2016, 02:16 PM
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disgusted.. im so tired of myself... sick and tired...
words cant describe how repulsed i am... vomit... i make myself sick... nauseated... omg... nothing can take it away... i have to live with this for the rest of my life... hate... so much hate... so sick... i want to trade it in... but i know i cant... i dont want it... i dont want my brain... ugh... ughh.... . . . . i dont want to be around myself... i dont want anyone to be around me... i dont want anyone to know... i hate this... im so sick of this... but i cant ever change it... this is me... it is me... i am a problem... ugh... i quit... there is no changing it... i just dont want to believe it... this is not me... im sick of that... of this... i dont want to see it anymore... turn it off...   im disgusting...
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Apr 18, 2016, 02:18 PM
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💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖love and hugs
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Apr 18, 2016, 02:42 PM
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no words to say.... i get it... take care .
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Apr 18, 2016, 03:10 PM
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(((hugs)))
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Apr 18, 2016, 04:01 PM
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i cant find my masks today...
i cant contain it... hide... i hope it doesn't last so i can pretend for a while longer... i cant let anyone know... no one can know...  its so hard... i dont know if i can... 
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Apr 18, 2016, 04:04 PM
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Apr 18, 2016, 05:03 PM
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sometimes my headd spins ... trying to ignore things...
trying not to feel something... believe it doesnt it exist... but you bounce around through emotions... quickly it turns to anger... but it makes you sad and you comfort yourself... how can you feel like this... im so broken i dont know what to do... i just dont even know who i am anymore... its painful... what is the point...? the only point i have is to preserve the mirage that my family perceives... i can't disrupt their lives because i dont have one... why cause more pain... but it seems inevitable...   then i remember that i dont remember what or why i was feeling like that... i hate flashbacks... sorry... im just really tired... i dont like this... and just feel like i have been fighting it too long...
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Apr 19, 2016, 12:26 AM
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I hope today's a little (or a lot) better for you, Elevated.
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| elevatedsoul
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#9
Apr 19, 2016, 12:32 AM
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I felt the same way today. No good.
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Apr 19, 2016, 10:45 AM
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I can relate ...
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Apr 19, 2016, 01:22 PM
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I can relate too.
If I really stop to consider how I am, I literally get dizzy. Keep on swimming... |
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