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I'm so sick of feeling depressed all the damn time. I know I haven't helped myself much with all my isolating and not wanting to do anything, but it's my new "normal" now, and I hate it so ****ing much. Even when I try it feels like I can't get rid of these feelings, they just keep coming back.
Last weekend I went out, my boyfriend and I got a hotel in another city and went to a couple of concerts, went out to get good food and drinks. Everything was so good and I felt great, really great. It was an amazing weekend and I actually was happy. Then we get home, and this morning I woke up feeling miserable. I haven't been able to stop crying and I just want to go back home and go back to bed. I'm so sick of feeling like this, I just want something to make me feel better. |
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Have certainly been where you are. So sorry to hear you are going through this.
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HUGS I understand 100%
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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Thanks everyone. I made myself sick yesterday and left work around 1:30. Spent the rest of the day in bed. Bf talked me into going to dinner with some friends, but I didn't enjoy it and wanted to be home the whole time. I'm trying to push through today, but I feel worse. No chance to leave work early today though, so I guess I just deal with it.
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Tired of it myself. But when faced with such troubles, whan can one do? What can anyone do?
Well, we go on living. |
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It seems that after I dared to be happy for a few days, the depression is coming back with a vengence. I've had to fight back tears more times than I'd like to remember today, and the hardest part of my day hasn't even arrived. This isn't right, I shouldn't have to deal with this. Normal people don't have to hide at work so they can cry on an almost daily basis, do they? I feel so unequipped to handle any of this.
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