I've had it!

Am I only a piece of s-h-i-t!? A whining mother without common sense?
What am I worth in this life? Am I really that stupid... weird?
I am nobody! I wish I never did get my asperger diagnosis! Because- you know why? I am seen as a loser... the respect for my person- is gone...
I'm not an unintelligent... know- nothing- little- girl!

Honestly... I don't want this no more...

I'm done!

((((ghostryter))))) i never thought you were unintelligent. you are actually very intelligent, believe me. i'm not saying this to make you feel better. it's the truth.



really, you have common sense, too. you're my friend.....

You are a beautiful and sensitive woman.

Gentle hugs (((((((( Nina )))))))))

Sweetheart....you are so much more than s***, you are so much more than nothing. I know you realize this and right now you are very angry and hurt. I don't blame you one little bit my dear friend.....I cannot imagine how frustrated you are. I'm so very sorry this crap is happening. It's just not fair dammit. Someone so in need of assistance and to be turned away at every avenue just doesn't make sense.

You and your family are in my heart....I send you patience, understanding and love. I hope soon an answer will reveal itself.



xoxoxo
Jean

hmmm well, aspergers doesnt seem to mean that at all, I am missing something... Social issues maybe but...

Some positive characteristics include things such as enhanced mental focus, excellent memory abilities, superior spatial skills, and an intuitive understanding of logical systems. These characteristics can often lead to fulfilling careers in mathematics, engineering, the sciences,[2][3][4], music, art, or language.[8]
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aspergers

((((poetrylover))))

I do have to agree with "Whitt"

Love is all around you,,,

((((((((((((((( Nina ))))))))))))))))

(((((((((PoetryLover))))))))))

a beautiful, kind, caring, empathetic, intelligent and genuine person!!!

Dee

(((((((((((((((((poetrylover))))))))))))))))))))))

You are so special and nothing but good. I am sorry you are feeling this way. Please know you are loved so much and you are not alone. We all are right there beside you every step of the way. I send love and support to you and I will walk with you each step you take. I love you.

purplesecrets

Aw Nina honey...I'm so sorry "they" got you down.
You are such a great, kind person and loving Mother....you'll never be a loser! Never!
I'm so sorry for your hurt! I wish I could just take it away for you!
Remember...everyone who loves you here for just being "you". We all see that and we love what we see!
Take care Nina...rest.
Dan

It sure helps to have caring friends!

Thank you!!!!



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(((((((((((((((((((Poetrylover)))))))))))))))

I hope you know that you are nothing even closely resembling a worthless piece of %#@&#!.

You devote so much of your time to helping people out on here, and i'm sure that you do nothing less with your family and friends.

Keep close to your heart that you are not alone. We are all here for you, and don't let those negative thoughts run your mind.

Please take good care of yourself
hugs,
Jacq

What a beautiful song.....it brought tears to my eyes.

HOPE......Forever!

xoxoxo
sabby

Sweet and gentle hugs to you my love. When things get you down, you brush yourself off and keep on going. I, like so many others feel like we are are at the end but we struggle everyday to live.

Altheia

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

We're on our way to get some better help, if everything turns out ok. Our son will not go to that support family anymore. They treated him in a way not suitable for a child with aspergers and didn't listen to us- his parents. Our son cried for an hour before leaving home, last time going there. So no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He will spend more time at the respite instead. Trained personnel that knows about asperger and how to deal with it.

We're very anxious about it all...How the support family is going to take it... since we knew them already before they became G's support family... They are also my parent's friends. We also know that this will be a very rough time to change all things... G will get so anxious and that causes him to get violent.

I at least feel a bit better now... but trying not to think too much about the near future...

Thank you all for your wonderful support!!! It means A LOT to me!
For those who have replied to G's movie post in Creative Corner... let me tell you... your caring words and positive replies made him so proud and happy! Thank you!!!