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Wow, sometimes I wonder what the hell happened. How did I arrive here? So freaking anxious constantly. Without much help, without any help actually. I just got back from psychiatrist visit....she seems to give a damn, but I know it's just her darn job. I tend to isolate a lot.....my thought is that that is a reason for this black feeling. I have never really believed in the "Devil" but of late it seems more possible, more real. What about you? Do you isolate also? What is the effect? I think another result of the isolation is my paranoia. I don't really know if this is an official diagnosis of "paranoia" but it's a sense that I have to DEFEAT others to make it. That is, every day I wake up facing "the enemy." Al those who have ill will against me. I don't think this is ACTUALLY true, but it sure is a strong sensation. Maybe this is a reach-out.....I;m seeking others who may feel they are alone on the planet Neptune. Without help. Without understanding.....
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I hear you lark. I'm very alone too & I'm not really sure how the hell it happened. I mean, I do, but I'm still surprised by it. I isolate also. The effect it seems to have on me isn't paranoia but, more like worsening agoraphobia. It get harder and harder to get out.
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My depression makes me withdraw too. It gives me anxiety to go to the store. And now the only friend I have keeps cancelling dates on me. I don't know what to do either.
I'm sorry you are feeling paranoid that must really suck. I hope you get to feeling better soon. Some doctors really care even if it is their job.
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I'm sorry you're struggling so much
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You are not alone lark265! And I am sorry you are feeling like this.
My paranoia does its` dam nest and stops` me from going out, and this depresses me more! Isolation is I suppose is my doing (Don't` want anybody thinking that I am a nut-job!) I know that I am a good person inside, who just wants` a normal life! `BUT` the way my mind works` I will never experience that! (And that thought makes` me more depressed) It feels` that I am on a merry-go-round that won`t bloody stop! (Makes` my head spin, race and hurt) aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh `Please god make it all go-away` ![]() A big ![]()
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