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Old Aug 23, 2007, 09:43 PM
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Ugh - I am just so sick of everything. I'm so negative that I can't even stand me. My frustration tolerance is so low that it's unbelievable. My shrink quit taking my insurance, and I can't get into another one for 2 months. So, I'm having to pay full price every time I go and I'm going broke.

I lost both parents last year (age 59 for both) and fought cancer (and won). Quit my job. Had a hard time finding another. Took a 25% pay cut. Job is too easy and frustrating.

Sick of everyone. Going to school too - finally get my bachelor's degree in October. You'd think I'd be proud and happy, but I'm not. I can tell the people in my life are sick of me and my attitude.

What in the world can I do? I have no money to do anything socially. No time either until October. I'm making less now than 10 years ago. (And that's with $25K in student loans under my belt). Go figure.

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Old Aug 23, 2007, 09:52 PM
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ab1018 Hate my life

Wow, you sure are going through alot. Is it ok if I offer a gentle (((((((hug))))). BTW, welcome to PC. You will find alot of supportive kind people here with stories that may be similar to yours.

Take gentle care,
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Old Aug 23, 2007, 09:57 PM
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Old Aug 23, 2007, 10:58 PM
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((((((ab))))))) i know how you feel. a year and a half ago, i had my very first art exhibit. i couldn't feel excited about it. i wasn't able to feel joy, either. still unable to feel those. before, i would have been bouncing off of the walls. i understand how you feel with others around you. let me tell you something, we care. you're more than welcome here. i understand the financial troubles and insurance issues. know that one way too well.
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Old Aug 24, 2007, 10:22 PM
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Thanks everyone - I appreciate it. I'm going to shell out the $$ to see the pdoc on Monday - my antidepressants aren't working at all (except to make me sweat like a pig).

I appreciate the hugs and warmth!
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Old Aug 26, 2007, 01:25 AM
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Yeah, sweating like a pig isn't going to make you feel good about yourself! I'm glad you're going to the pdoc. Hopefully better ADs and more time for yourself in October will help.
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Old Aug 26, 2007, 10:13 AM
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((((((((((hugs))))))))))...and here to listen....
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Old Aug 26, 2007, 11:48 AM
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(((((((((((ab))))))))))))

This feeling will pass sweetie. welcome to PC. You will find caring people here and a lot of support. You should be very proud of yourself, achieving so muchafter having such a hard time, you sound like a strong person to me, maybe you just don't see that at the moment. Take care of you, good luck on Monday. Hope to speak soon.

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