[Fuzzybear]

I wish this was my last day on earth

This is another pointless rant... I'm not worth the medics time to talk, maybe I'm not worthy of this space either

More and more ... it seems....I'm a "failure" and "useless"

Papa bear disagrees ... but if you guys knew more about me .. well I'm not exactly the most functional "human" on this planet, my allergies are absolutely ridiculous and it seems there is little that can be done about them..

I don't want to take oral steroids that idea absolutely freaks me out

A doctor I only consulted once tried to prescribe betnovate, a strong steroid, to use all over my face, wtf?

They said "hydrocortisone wouldn't touch it"

Another doctor had said "we all know hydrocortisone shouldn't be used on the face"

Omg.... maybe it would be better if I had no freakin memory then I wouldn't remember all these ridiculous contradictions and lack of compassion and care

And yet I was told I was "paranoid" about eczema by another all knowing medic (admittedly it wasn't as severe then and obviously this person had no freakin idea or imagination )

[Fuzzybear]

PS I'm sorry, I know this garbage really isn't "endearing" ...

I can't even clean the house because I'm allergic to dust..

Hard not to hate myself

[MickeyCheeky]

You're not a failure and you're not useless. I'm sorry you feel this way, but remember that it's not your fault, you're doing your best by fighting with it

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

Hard not to hate myself

((((((( Fuzzybear )))))))

[Unrigged64072835]

Please take gentle care of yourself, Fuzzy. You're not useless and you mean a lot to people on here.

[betweenarock]

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[may24]

I'm sorry you're feeling this way ❤️ I understand the feeling of hopelessness but none of this is your fault....
Don't beat yourself up, you're going through a lot already.
It's so frustrating when some mental health professionals end up leaving us more confused or feeling worse than before for whatever reasons; but please don't give up on searching for different options.
I hope you have a better day tomorrow. Sending love. ❤️

Sounds like a terrible negative self reinforcing cycle...I mean the eczema probably increases your depression and your depression might increase the eczema and of course the inability to clean your house might make you feel less useful also increasing the depression...keep trying to overcome it all. My kids are convinced coconut oil and vinegar is good for their skin. Maybe try some natural solutions too? Sorry the doctors just don't give ya no respect.....