[Zedsdead]

Do you ever feel silent? Almost like you talk, but nobody hears you? I feel like a ghost in my life.
My partner walks away mid sentence while I talks or snickers at my interests. My mother doesn't look at me if I start conversation and will give a 'yeah' answer to whatever it is i say, even if yeah isn't an appropriate answer or feedback.
I sometimes will call my sister to chat, i listen to her, I give feedback, sympathy and advice to her issues. When I try to talk, she doesn't respond or answers with an annoyed or judgemental tone.

I hate having no life, no friends or family that care. I just want to run away with my children. Even if 2 out of 3 of them cannot talk yet, they are the only ones here who I feel look at me and love me for the way i am, no matter how i look, or talk or my interests.
I wish i could whisk them away to a happy home and just live in peace with them. 😢

[Marylin]

I know it is horrible to be ignored to have people around you and still feel so alone.You are right being with your kids,getting away with them and stopping wasting time with people who don't care would be much better.You could make new friends and family who really listen to you and love you and are attentive to you.That is what I am hoping to do.I have two people who are supportive but whom I have to lessen their influence over me ,my mum and to a lesser extent my niece.Then I have to make new friends etc that love and appreciate me.I hope you can do the same Zedsdead.Cheers !Here's to that

It's terrible when you try to say something and no one wants to listen. Your mom and H are making you feel bad and it must hurt so much. Many people do come here because they don't have face to face friends to socialize with. You find people who just need someone to listen to them everywhere. For example, when I went to church this past Sunday, this seemed to be the case. Lots of people are glad to talk to you here!

[Zedsdead]

Thanks ladies!! I had a very bad day yesterday. Running on little to no sleep after my babies were up all night, but feeling much better today.
I have decided to just stop making the effort with them, it does go against my own personal values as I believe we should be kind and thoughtful no matter what.. but stopping making the effort and gradually removing them from my life is probably going to help with the rejection I feel on a daily basis.
I feel much more positive after a good night's sleep. I find I become really low and anxious when im tired.
Im going to concentrate on finding a new social circle, since I moved I really don't have anyone and it makes it hard with 2 young children.
Im going to work on it. Thanks again im glad to be able to come here and have people listen. It is greatly appreciated.

[Fuzzybear]

[MickeyCheeky]

I feel the same way.. especially at school

I'm sorry you're struggling but I'm glad to hear you're doing better now

[Zedsdead]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

I feel the same way.. especially at school

I'm sorry you're struggling but I'm glad to hear you're doing better now

Im sorry you are having the same problem. It is truly heart wrenching when nobody seems to be interested in what you have to say!! At least you are in school, learning and growing!
Stay healthy and happy 😊😊 hugs