a song you'd like to use to convey to the world how you feel

"See Who I Am"
by Within Temptation

Is it true what they say?
Are we too blind to find a way?
Fear of the unknown
Clouds our hearts today.

Come into my world,
See through my eyes.
Try to understand,
Don't want to lose what we have.

We've been dreaming
But who can deny?
It's the best way of living
Between the truth and the lies.

[Chorus:]
See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands,
This is not the end.

Fear is withering the soul
At the point of no return.
We must be the change we wish to see.

I'll come into your world,
See through your eyes.
I'll try to understand,
Before we lose what we have.

We just can't stop believing
Because we have to try.
We can rise above their truth and their lies.

[Chorus x2]
See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands.

This is not the end.

I hear their silence
Preaching my blame.
Will our strength remain
If their power reigns?

[Chorus x2]
See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
And show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands.

This is not the end.

This is not the end.

Tonight I heard a song that I can relate to very well. It's called "Angel" by Atlanta Rhythm Section. The theme of the song is about a relationship going wrong. But that's not what I can relate to. I can relate to the words without implying being a couple.

Every Day Is Exactly The Same - Nine Inch Nails

Self-Destruction Mode - OnHeil

Eminem - Till I Collapse

Lacuna Coil - To myself I turned



Lyrics:

I was born in another world
Strictly connected to a piece of my mind
Nothing more than a little land
It is a small cradle where I'm a kid
I am the princess in there
Nothing wrong in my fantasy world
I am the king the nation
No dictators or religions

No laws laid down for me
I have my own liberty inside of me
Nothing to lose, I want live here

As you see I'm the only survivor in this land
As you see I'm the only survivor in this land

When did I hear this wind before
Change like this to a deeper roar?
I'm starting to bleed another way
I just need some time to complete myself
These spotlights are here again
I can't see anything, I'm blind
This nature at time and space
Makes me sick of the situation

I couldn't know if I
If I will be strong enough for this
I have to choose do I want to live here?

As you see I'm the only survivor in this land
As you see I'm the only survivor in this land
As you see I'm the only survivor in this land
As you see I'm the only survivor in this land

I couldn't know if I
If I will be strong enough for this
I have to choose do I want to live here?

As you see I'm the only survivor in this land
As you see I'm the only survivor in this land
As you see I'm the only survivor in this land
As you see I'm the only survivor in this land

Drive-By Truckers - Godddamn Lonely Love

Wicked – For Good Lyrics

(Elphaba):
I'm limited
Just look at me - I'm limited
And just look at you
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
For both of us - now it's up to you...

(Glinda):
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

(Elphaba):
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from it's mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

(Glinda):
Because I knew you

(Both):
I have been changed for good

(Elphaba):
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for

(Glinda):
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share

(Both):
And none of it seems to matter anymore

(Glinda):
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood

(Elphaba):
Like a ship blown from it's mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood

(Both):
Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better

(Glinda):
And because I knew you...

(Elphaba):
Because I knew you...

(Both):
Because I knew you...
I have been changed for good...

youtube wicked - Bing video

Cloudy by Krayzie Bone


Lyrics:

[verse 1]
Overcast in my head keeps my vision cloudy, like gloomy weather, got me down, feeling really drowsy. Even though the sun is shining all around me I seem to have a dark cloud steady raining down on me. I try to shake it, can't escape it, pray for better days, trying to find a better mindset where it never rains. I can't focus, there's too many obstacles. They say I'm hopeless, I used to pray to god before. But that's before I started hastily chasing the devil, living on the edge, fast paced, and racing the treble. Nobody here to help me weather through my bad storm, so my so-called friends I lost the love I had for em. So it's heavy rain with a chance of a hurricane, my forever pain runs deeply in my veins. I bleed struggle so I never see the rainbow. Forgive me if I make the wrong decisions everything's so cloudy.

[chorus x2]
I guess I'll never see the sunshine. I never get to see the early morning sunrise. At night I look up in the sky and hope that one time I can see the stars sometime, but the sky's so cloudy. It's raining. It's pouring. It's raining. It's storming. It's raining. It's pouring. It's storming, it's so cloudy.

[verse 2]
My god it's hard to focus when your visions blurry, but decision make a scurry I live in a hurry. I'm plenty worried I could lose my soul if I don't start actin like I'm suppose to know. Better. I'd say a prayer but I know he probably fed. Crazy. I need a blessin I'm just givin a heads up. Now I'm weathering a bad storm stand strong, it's the last one. And I ain't seen the sunshine. Even when bein on top of the world it wasn't right. And I never been comfortable amongst the bright lights of the night life, believe me they livin quite trife. Sometimes I feel I might not live past the storm, seems like it's been here forever and never passes on. I can't escape this bum weather, so it's just me and my umbrella.

Why does it rain on me? Why must it rain on me? Why does it rain, rain, rain? [x2]

[chorus x2]

I can't see clearly. My mind is stolen. I don't wanna go outside, cause it won't stop pourin. Walkin in the rain. Walkin in the rain. Walkin in the rain, rain.

Arcade Fire - We Exist

Lily Allen ~ F U (it's on YouTube)

Breathe me - Sia
Train wreck - James Arthur

Seasick Yet Still Docked~Morrissey

October - Evanescence

Not a lyrical song but a soundtrack from one of my games that I play.

Start at 13:09 for the real epicness.

Some epic battle music that sounds very similar to the soundtrack "Requiem for a dream" with an Oriental twist to it that conveys my life as I see it; an epic, yet elegant struggle for my survival. Every morning when I wake up I see myself as preparing for a life or death struggle as I fight for my place in this world.

Life is my war and death is my solace.

The Cribs - Be Safe

Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody

Through Glass by Stone Sour

Down in a Hole - Alice in Chains

Savage Garden - To the Moon and back

The Classic Crime - Glass Houses

Suicide note part one and two. Pantera

As I have been under a non stop deluge of rain for 2 days , I am going to try to soothe mother nature .

Gordon Lightfoot "the wreck of the Edmond Fitzgerald " an awesome classic true story in song were mother nature bested the ability of 29 men and there machine on the Great lakes taking her to the bottom.