have been hell for me.

I think I'm done. And I don't think I've ever said that before.

[Sunflower123]

I'm sorry you've been through hell. I'm here if you want to talk. Do you think it would help you to reach out to someone? I know you don't want to but I think your family loves and needs you. Sending big hugs.

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

I'm sorry you've been through hell. I'm here if you want to talk. Do you think it would help you to reach out to someone? I know you don't want to but I think your family loves and needs you. Sending big hugs.

Thank you for your kind reply, Jennifer.

[MickeyCheeky]

Hope things will get better from now on..

[Frankbtl]

Hi sophiesmom

I'm so sorry things are so hard right now
And I know that sometimes having struggled for so very long, and even one minute......one hour.....one week.......can sometimes feel like a lifetime of.........it feels like all you can bear........
But this does not have to be all there is........I can't say today, tomorrow, next week.....things will get better, no-one can.......but you have come so far......you have conquered so many battles.......you've shown you've got more strength than maybe you could have ever possibly believed.........and you have been/are worth every single victory..........you truly are.
So.........lets make all those/these battles count, hey??
Let's see this as part of the road to something better, I know it's got to be so hard right now, but........keep reaching out hey?? Because we/you know you're worth it!!
How about........one day at a time.......and in that day......or the next day......one step more in reaching out........one step more in getting support..........one step more in showing this.......that it isn't going to beat you.........because why the **** does it deserve to!!! And one step more towards working through this with the help/support that you deserve
I know that this has to be far from easy, but you've got this sophiesmom, you've come so far, under it all you are so strong

Alison

Thank you all. I know all about depression. We've been palls a long time.

I'm tired.

Hugs hugs hugs. Don't you guys give up.

[Clara22]

Hi Sophie's mom
I believe I understand you, but, on the other hand, we don't want to give up on you

Originally Posted by Clara22

Hi Sophie's mom
I believe I understand you, but, on the other hand, we don't want to give up on you

Yes, Clara, I believe you do.

Hugs.

[Frankbtl]

Hi sophiesmom

Sending you out lots of caring and hopefully comforting vibes........and hugs
And a little reminder that.........we're here for you in this..........

Alison

Thank you Alison. I appreciate the thoughts.

I need to go though.

Hugs.

[Frankbtl]

Hi sophiesmom

I really do respect those feelings and I know it's/everything has to be so hard for you, right now..........
But it's about wanting the way you're feeling/everything going on for you to be over/to be gone, right?? And that's totally understandable
And maybe with some real help, some real support......from whatever resources you have over there......I know getting, even wanting (!!) help can sometimes be so hard........seem impossible or pointless..........but you do deserve that........you are so worth it..........and so worth fighting for.........because the way you're feeling right now does not have to be all there is..........you're worth speaking up for..........seeking that help

Alison

[Chyialee]

Allison is wise.

Love you SM.

IDK wth is going on but it seems as though a surprising (?) number of us are struggling more than usual (lol idk what even IS "usual" anymore in Chyiaworld).

xo,
Chyia, tired too but dammit *one foot in front of the other*