The people around me

I don't understand it. The people around me are constantly making me feel like complete **** about myself. My new boss at work constantly tells me how ****** I am as a worker and is constantly telling me she's going to fire me if I don't do better. I honestly don't even know what I'm doing wrong at this point, she just likes tobe super picky for no reason. Everything I do is wrong to her. She always yells at me when I'm trying to work and never gives me a chance to prove myself or do better. She just constantly puts me down and speaks condescending to me. My mom is the same way. She's constantly talking down to me and making me feel like I did something wrong. She's always blaming me for things that don't even relate to,me and I don't know what to do.

I sent in a complaint about my boss to a higher level HR and I'm waiting for a response but I'm terrified. I scared as all hell that she'll find out it's me and will fire me or give me hell because of it. Even though there's policy on privacy, I'm still scared. On the other hand I'm also nervous that the report I sent in will get rejected and I'll be told that I was stupid or that nothing will happen to resolve those issues. Honestly I don't know which one is worse.

With my mom I just try to avoid her as much as possible but it's still not enough. She'll text me and when I am home she'll just scream at me. Finding every little issue with what I say or do even though I'm always keeping to myself. It makes me feel so ****** and suicidal.

Between the both of them and everything else going on in my life I just want to die all the time. I cant get them out of my mind and it makes me feel super ****** and want to cry and want to die constantly. I can't figure out what else to do when I've tried everything I can do.

I'm sorry you're being treated so horribly. Nobody deserves that.
Must be a really tough situation.. are you saving some money? If you do, you might be able to move out from your mother's home, sooner or later..

Hello. Welcome to PC. These two ladies sound toxic to you and life is too short. If HR can't resolve the problem, maybe it's time to find another job. In addition, the more you can limit contact with your mom the better off you'll be unless you can talk to her about what you need from her. Sending big hugs.

I sort of have the same kind of people in my life. My old boss was the devil so I quit. I am surrounded by negativity.

It's not you, it's them. You can't control how people are.

Good luck.