[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Tears. I feel them there, but they won't fall down.
Anger. I feel it too - but so far down it's barely noticed.
Despair. It's all around me. The very air that I breathe.
Sadness. Feels like a weight upon my chest.
Resignation. It is the core of who I am.

I used to know how to alleviate these things. It used to work too. What's happened now? Why am I in such a mire? I want out. I don't care how.

[cryingontheinside]

Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind

Tears. I feel them there, but they won't fall down.
Anger. I feel it too - but so far down it's barely noticed.
Despair. It's all around me. The very air that I breathe.
Sadness. Feels like a weight upon my chest.
Resignation. It is the core of who I am.

I used to know how to alleviate these things. It used to work too. What's happened now? Why am I in such a mire? I want out. I don't care how.

How long have you been feeling like this for ? I have seen your posts on others threads . you are always there ready to help others . you are a great person . I hope you feel better soon

[pegasus]

Crypts.... I noticed in your other thread you turned into the helper/healer again. Time to use that special quality on yourself. Such a kind person, please be good to you. Sending you hugs.

[WishIWereAStone]

We share these feelings, all I can offer is my friendship, for what that is worth. I will gladly slop through the mire with you and anyone else who wants to tag along. Walking together in darkness has to be better than walking alone in darkness.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind

Tears. I feel them there, but they won't fall down.
Anger. I feel it too - but so far down it's barely noticed.
Despair. It's all around me. The very air that I breathe.
Sadness. Feels like a weight upon my chest.
Resignation. It is the core of who I am.

I used to know how to alleviate these things. It used to work too. What's happened now? Why am I in such a mire? I want out. I don't care how.

You’re a great person. I won’t offer any fake “hope” ... I hear you

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by cryingontheinside

How long have you been feeling like this for ? I have seen your posts on others threads . you are always there ready to help others . you are a great person . I hope you feel better soon

Thank you for saying I am a great person. I often feel like a bad person - though another part always argues back. The argument is almost worse than the belief I am bad.

Been feeling this way a few weeks now.

Helping others has always come naturally to me and tends to help me as well, so it is something I enjoy. Thank you for the well wishes.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by pegasus

Crypts.... I noticed in your other thread you turned into the helper/healer again. Time to use that special quality on yourself. Such a kind person, please be good to you. Sending you hugs.

Thank you for calling me "kind". I often am told "nobody likes being around you", it is nice to hear otherwise. I honestly used to use my advice on myself - that's what I meant "I used to know how ... why won't it work now." It just isn't working anymore

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by WishIWereAStone

We share these feelings, all I can offer is my friendship, for what that is worth. I will gladly slop through the mire with you and anyone else who wants to tag along. Walking together in darkness has to be better than walking alone in darkness.

I treasure your friendship n look forward to our talks. Thank you for being my friend. It's nice knowing someone is there. ❤

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

You’re a great person. I won’t offer any fake “hope” ... I hear you

Thank you so much Fuzzy, for saying I am a great person, and for talking to me. It always means a lot to me when you talk to me.
❤

[Rincad]

I offer you all the hugs I can give. A few months back I was also feeling this way. Hope right now may feel fleeting, but I promise you that it's there. I can tell that your a terrific and caring person. You deserve much better than how you were treated and how you mind is treating you. If you need another person to talk to I am here.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by Rincad

I offer you all the hugs I can give. A few months back I was also feeling this way. Hope right now may feel fleeting, but I promise you that it's there. I can tell that your a terrific and caring person. You deserve much better than how you were treated and how you mind is treating you. If you need another person to talk to I am here.

Thank you Rincad, that means a lot to me ... honestly, it does. ❤

[Onward2wards]

It tears me up to see anyone feeling this way, ((( Crypts ))). What can we do to help? What do you need?

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by Onward2wards

It tears me up to see anyone feeling this way, ((( Crypts ))). What can we do to help? What do you need?

That's just the problem - I don't know.
Everything I used to know to do (aside from essential oil I cannot afford to replace) I have tried n it is not working

[cryingontheinside]

Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind

That's just the problem - I don't know.
Everything I used to know to do (aside from essential oil I cannot afford to replace) I have tried n it is not working

Last week after coming out of hospital after being ill I was very depressed and felt suicidal . it was so bad I really thought it was never going to pass and that I would feel that way forever . I tried to get support from professionals but they didn't help at all. My sister helped a little, I phoned her everyday and she just listened . I won't say I feel great now because I have a long way to go but that despair has finally passed , not sure for how long but I had thought it would never pass . I'm trying to focus on changing things in my life that I'm not happy with and making steps towards my goals . I hope the way you feel passes but while it is still going on keep posting and talking to us here . I want to be here for you like you are here for so many others .

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by cryingontheinside

Last week after coming out of hospital after being ill I was very depressed and felt suicidal . it was so bad I really thought it was never going to pass and that I would feel that way forever . I tried to get support from professionals but they didn't help at all. My sister helped a little, I phoned her everyday and she just listened . I won't say I feel great now because I have a long way to go but that despair has finally passed , not sure for how long but I had thought it would never pass . I'm trying to focus on changing things in my life that I'm not happy with and making steps towards my goals . I hope the way you feel passes but while it is still going on keep posting and talking to us here . I want to be here for you like you are here for so many others .

Thank you.