[dragonphoto]

I had myself Baker Acted at the begining of this week, the diagnosis is Major Deppressive Disorder. I am taking wellbutruin xl and my whole body feels numb. I have read the side effects but did not see anything about that. I used to be a very happy person, I did not express my emotions very well. Being in that hospital with other people really made me think about the life I live. I keep asking myself "Why did this happen to me?" I realize that God does not give you anything in your life that you can't handle. I am sure that this is a battle that He is sure that I will make it through. I have been seperated from my wife for a month now. She did come to the family session and that made me feel like she does want us to work ourselves out. I truly love my wife with all my heart and it is tough for her to go through this right now. But again I think God does not give us more than we can handle. I must tell myself "This too shall pass." Any help would be appreciated.

[bipolar_bear]

I am sorry about the rough times you are going through. I am glad your wife came to the family session. It sounds like you are determined to work through everything. I hope it helped sharing with us.

BB

[dragonphoto]

Thank you very much!

[Danialla]

I always say that I am positve God is a man...... because if God was a women she would have known 5 problems back that I was over what I can handle

Take care!

[Doh2007]

I'm sorry you're going through this. It's hard to find anything good to say when we're in the middle of it. Hang in there.

[nowheretorun]

it sounds to me like you are on the right track, though depression is never a track anyone wants to be on, at least while you are experiencing it you are giving yourself the best chances by receiving treatment and to have the wife support you is better still... i believe it is true God doesn't give us more than we can handle... some of Gods' acts are truly mysterious but if we keep fighting and loving i believe we can all make it through and these painful times are making us stronger... maybe we are going to need the strength for Gods' next plan...