[Fuzzybear]

I’m happy for those who post saying they want to end it and get support...

And I’m happy that they then feel better...

On the rare occasion I spoke or posted (anywhere) saying I ... I was attacked, and “rightly” so....how dare I have feelings, how dare I express them

I won’t “ever” feel “better”

So how long do I have to freakin ........... with wanting to die every freakin day.

I exit on MY schedule.

That will be the two fingers up to those who violated me.

Not that they could care either way. But I’m worth being treated with dignity and that will not ever happen with the doctors or other “professionals” in this forest.

Their lack of care is NOT FUNNY. Their stupidity befuzzles me.

I’m not a “nice bear”

[Fuzzybear]

Why did the maternal unit and the sperm doner bother?

WHY

It’s incredible I’m not a “monster” having endured all those abuses. And then the medics twisted it all up and blamed and labelled me. **** THEM stupid stupid me for ever opening my fat mouth. Everything is F.I.N.E.

All my concerns were “trivial”. The abuse was “nothing”......I bow to the wisdom of the labelling doctor

I wish I could bore myself to death

[Fuzzybear]

I’m not a nice bear. Why don’t they eat me.

[Fuzzybear]

**** this. If I could delete the whole thread I would.

Bad paws

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

stupid me for ever opening my fat mouth.

This is your thread, dear Fuzzybear, but I can't help myself directing your words at myself.

Would I be better off if I had never sought help?
"No" is the officially sanctioned answer, but I cannot help but wonder.
Might I have found another, "natural" way out that would have resulted in a more functional me?
I'll never know; I did not take that path.

((((((( Fuzzybear )))))))

[marvin_pa]

(((Fuzzybear))),(((Rohag)))

I get to care about the textual personalities/avatars that I have the privilege to 'meet' on PC. I worry when they express their strife. I'm relieved when they report feeling a little better. I get to know myself a little better through every interaction.

I'd particularly miss keeping up with/interacting with you 2.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Rohag

This is your thread, dear Fuzzybear, but I can't help myself directing your words at myself.

Would I be better off if I had never sought help?
"No" is the officially sanctioned answer, but I cannot help but wonder.
Might I have found another, "natural" way out that would have resulted in a more functional me?
I'll never know; I did not take that path.

((((((( Fuzzybear )))))))

((((((((( Rohag )))))))))


Hmm I have no idea what they would say if I asked that.. but I never would, I don’t trust them at all. :-(

Thinking about it, 2 of them did give an unsolicited opinion. The opinions conflicted

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by marvin_pa

(((Fuzzybear))),(((Rohag)))

I get to care about the textual personalities/avatars that I have the privilege to 'meet' on PC. I worry when they express their strife. I'm relieved when they report feeling a little better. I get to know myself a little better through every interaction.

I'd particularly miss keeping up with/interacting with you 2.

I’d particularly miss keeping up with you two as well.. and a couple of others

(I think most of them know who they are. I do care about all the posters here )

[Fuzzybear]

PS “I get to know myself a little better through every interaction” - I think this is true for me as well

And also that’s partly what “good” therapy is supposed to do..

[waterknob1234]

Hi Fuzzy. I wish there was something more I could do for you, but I send you my love.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by waterknob1234

Hi Fuzzy. I wish there was something more I could do for you, but I send you my love.

Thanks dear waterknob

[waterknob1234]

[Purple,Violet,Blue]

So much love, dear friend. Let the anger out as much as you want. The world can take it!