[sinking]

I keep feeling these permanent tears in my eyes.

no matter if im laughing, distracting myself, talking with others, working, hanging out or relaxing... they are always there. and i can feel their warmth running down my face but they never do.

i try to get distracted, try to do good for others, try to enjoy life for what im allowed to…. nothing works.

im tired, very tired. sometimes i feel im going crazy because im so exhausted of feeling those tears right there. physically feeling them there, on my face. and mentally always there anyway. they are bloody sometimes too…..

im so tired i want to quit. nothing works anway...

(((((sinking))))) I hear you, it's hard

Here's a hug if that will help?

[feeshee]

Know how you feel. Keep hanging in there Sinking.

[Fuzzybear]

I feel this way too. (((((HUG)))))

[sinking]

how could i go on? how should i? and why? im so tired. i want it all to stop.

[MtnTime2896]

Originally Posted by sinking

how could i go on? how should i? and why? im so tired. i want it all to stop.

I can't tell you how you should, nor would I have the right to and it's the same with why. When it comes to how you could... I don't have a real answer for that except that a person just sort of does, I guess?

Wanting it all to stop is normal and I think understandable, especially in your case. There are other ways of making it stop. They take longer and aren't guaranteed, but they're possible.

I wish I could actually say something that helped. I'm sorry, I'm not all here this morning. Be kind to yourself ((((sinking))))

[sinking]

I want to quit my job, i want to quit my life...

[MickeyCheeky]

You don't deserve to suffer like this...

[sinking]

Its not about deserving. Dying, is what i want.

[Fuzzybear]