Gratitude?

I am grateful for

- FINALLY getting to watch the ending of my favorite video game Days Gone. All I can say is the ending is beautiful and wholesome and it was worth waiting like for two weeks ever since I watched Brad plays its first part.. Totally worth it. Kudos to Bend studios. Now I can say, "Farewell, Oregon." But only with a fair share of humor in it, of course. Haha.


- The song a Kaleidoscope of Mathematics by James Horner for the movie a Beautiful Mind.

Today I’m grateful for

gourmet jelly beans
the day gradually going from bad to very good
the support of my family
shelter
another beautiful, sunny day.

I am grateful for

- Feynman Lectures on Physics. I'll eventually buy the remaining volumes but the first volume is really good. It also teaches you mathematics.

- Stephen Hawking. The only one person who made me interested in cosmology and the Universe. And the only one to give me the courage to pursue my own interests for my own sake.

- Neil deGrasse Tyson. I learn a lot just by watching this man talk.

Today I am grateful for:

- I joined a walk to run group at my local gym. I am so happy to be moving my body and exercising. I never thought of myself as a runner. I'm excited.
- Grocery shopping always cheers me up. I bought some really good food including salmon, oranges, and mozzarella cheese.
- Recognizing how far I've come. I've changed for the better and I'm not looking back.

Today I am grateful for:

watching my daughter’s dog play outside on a beautiful, sunny day
a quiet day at home with my daughter
Pine nut hummus with multigrain chips
the gentleman who makes our yard and landscaping look good
looking forward to going to Florida

Tonight I am grateful for

a new notebook with great ideas
the love and support of my other half
and the healthy meal he made
a safe home
eating dinner on the balcony
my detail-oriented and gracious doctor
a thoughtful message from a PC pal
the easing of depression today
to have been able to walk 12,000 steps
sunshine and warmth
the image of a mother and her toddler having a sweet interaction at the store
new shower gel with pleasant scent
the smell of blossoms on my way home
the stranger who nodded and smiled at me
the kind and insightful folks of PC
new eyeshadow palette to pick myself up a bit
helpful message from an offline friend
being able to smile and chuckle a few times today...feeling more human
music
my partner singing an entire song with me just because
HOPE! (please don't leave me again, or if you must, come back very soon!!!)

I am grateful for

- The show Neil deGrasse Tyson hosts, called as Star Talk. I just found out they also upload the talks on YouTube ( the only streaming site I care to watch) and I feel like I am the luckiest person on this planet.

- Scientists who do not judge or are biased against thers because of their sexuality, race, gender, or mental health issues. It's hard to do, I know. Everyone is biased, it's what being human is. But I don't want to be judged for my mental health issues. I am very grateful for those people.

- Rami Malek for voicing Josh for the video game Until Dawn. Now that I think about it, I am very lucky to not be as ill as Elliot.

Today I am grateful for

getting through massive panic attacks that lasted awhile
celebrating my 84 year old mother’s birthday tonight
trying a new delicious dish - Cannelloni de Bianco
a new order of steno pads and pens
a good bible study today
receiving my Birchbox in the mail today
quality time with my daughter
again, lavender essential oil
Chamomile tea
my dear PC friends

Today I am grateful for

the driver who stopped to let me safely cross the street
the adorable puppy who ran to greet me
sunshine
the stranger in the street who smiled and said hello
my balcony

Today I am grateful for

My healers, physical and emotional
The sliver of light that is breaking through the dark veil of depression slowly but surely
The roof over my head

I know exactly what you mean about that sliver of light. May it continue to grow and evolve into a bright ray!

You are a beautiful writer, SpeckofDust!

Another thing I'm grateful for today, inspired by you, SilverTrees:

The kindness of others

I feel very sad today but you have warmed my heart! Thank you very, very much SpeckofDust!!

Yesterday I was grateful for

A kind relative talking me through a bad mood day
Ibuprofen
Comedies
Chamomile tea again
My essential oil diffuser

I am grateful for

- Bethesda. They created Fallout and the Elder Scroll Series.
- Tea.

Tonight I am grateful for

a safe and peaceful home
my loving man
a long walk outside
my shark photography book
my animals

Today:

Having enough energy and stamina to get about 1/2 of what I need to get done by Monday.

The spaghetti sauce that was in the freezer so I could make dinner more easily and quickly.

My kitty

Music

Calmness

Today:

Kittens

My car

Writing

My friends

Having enough motivation and energy to go to the grocery store

Tonight I am grateful for

the solace and insight of PC pals
my guy's kindness and love
salt and vinegar chips
my bed
the sound and smell of rain
a glimmering hope that tomorrow will be better

May the glimmer overpower the dimmer!

I love that line! You are wonderful Speckofdust. I am so glad to have "met" you here on PC

I am grateful for

- The Marvel Universe. Much better than our cosmos. I mean, sure there may be some flaws but the thrill of superpowers is very exciting. Also, Doctor Strange for the win.

- Fan made music of movies.

- TV series like Cosmos : A Space Oddity.

- Amazon Prime which I will get some day. Some day, mark my words. Some day after I get stipend. Some day. I may become a great grandfather by then but it doesn't matter.

- The fact that life can be enjoyed.

- Neil deGrasse Tyson. He's an amazing man.

Today I am grateful for

another day of life
sunshine
fresh fruit
deep sleep
body, mind, and spirit

-I'm grateful that my day is going better
-It's a nice day (not hot or cold)
-People care about me