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Old Jan 30, 2019, 08:59 AM
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I feel like crying so badly but no tears will come out . my place is a tip . i can't find letters which i need . i need to travel another city soon to see my kids . oh course i want to see them . i miss and love them. But on the other hand i have agoraphobia and im filled with anxiety . sometimes i think it would be better if i was gone from this world but im not going to do that but im so miserable and anxious and overwhelmed . im never good enough for people either . im so lonely too . i don't know why im here . i hate existing like this .
I want to runaway and live in a cave somewhere . i just don't know any more . i wish i could cry . i might get some relief but no tears will come out .
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Old Jan 30, 2019, 09:00 AM
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Going back to bed . i can't face reality
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Old Jan 30, 2019, 09:11 AM
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I'm so sorry, cryingontheinside Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. I'm so sorry you're hurting so much. Just know that you ARE good enough just by being you, and I'm sure this world would be a lot emptier and sadder without you. Certainly this forum would. Please don't give up. I know things seem pretty hard right now, but trust me when I say that they can get better. Try to hang on. You're a wonderful person and you deserve to lead an happy life. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. I believe in you. You can face reality. I know you can. I hope things will get better soon for you. Remember that we all love you here. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. We'll listen to what you have to say. We care about. I know it's not the same thing as having a support system IRL, but at least it's something. I'm here for you as well. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Sending many hugs to you
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Old Jan 30, 2019, 09:48 AM
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Reading your post today, I share what you are going through....

Much love to you.
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Old Jan 30, 2019, 10:38 AM
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Crazy, inside and aside

Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions

"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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Old Jan 30, 2019, 07:00 PM
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Well i slept all day because i just couldn't face any of it . now i will be up all night
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Old Jan 30, 2019, 07:00 PM
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Tomorrow will be harder because i haven't done anything and have so much to do
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Old Jan 31, 2019, 05:13 AM
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Remember you have many friends here...

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Old Jan 31, 2019, 05:24 AM
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Just staring at all this message wondering where to start
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Old Jan 31, 2019, 05:24 AM
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Mess not message lol
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