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Mar 04, 2019, 10:40 AM
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I am having thoughts like: "I feel like I should kill myself - want to end it had enough of life all I do is hurt people Better of dead."
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Mar 04, 2019, 11:26 AM
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I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, -Astral-
 Please don't hurt yourself. What makes you think that you're hurting people? I don't think it's true. In fact, I'm sure you're helping out many more people than you think ok. Please don't throw away everything you have. You're a wonderful person simply because you exist. I'm sure you'd be missed by many people if you were gone. I'd certainly miss you and your posts. Please don't give up. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Try to find as many distractions as you can. What do you like to do in your free time? Do you have any hobbies? Try to hang on. Do you have a support system IRL? Any friends or family members that you could reach out to? Either way, we're here for you if you need to talk about it. Keep writing here if it helps. We'll listen to what you have to say. We all care about you here. We all love you here. Trust me when I say that. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. You know we won't judge you. I promise you that. If it gets bad, call an hotline or go to an hospital. I understand it's not an easy decision to make, but your safety must be the priority. You're a wonderful person and you deserve to get help. Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help. You could learn new ways to cope with your feelings. I'd also suggest to talk to your Pdoc about this and see how it goes from there if you havent' already. I hope you'll be able to get the help you need and deserve. You deserve to get better and to feel good. You deserve to live a good life just like everyone else. You're a wonderful person. Stay strong, -Astral-. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Try to hang on. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this
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| mikimostar, mote.of.soul
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Mar 04, 2019, 11:37 AM
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what I will say is that there have been many times when I have felt like this and made the decision to hold on and contact my treatment providers. In some situations I have even walked in the door of the nearest hospital emergency room and handed a nurse a note that said what I was feeling, and any plans I may have had. now I look back on my life and I count all the different positive things that I wouldnt have experienced if I had followed through... my children, my wife, my job, that new puppy chasing the red dot, the fall colored trees, going to the beach, I look around my home and remember how I was feeling when my child gave me that, or I bought this or that.... in the end looking at all the positives in my life pulls me out of that suicidal thought mode. suggestion maybe you can reread your posts here and notice the positive postings about your self and to others that can show you that though right now the times are hard, life really is worth living and all the different things that you would miss out on if.... maybe you can find a way to contact your treatment providers who can help you to get through this in ways that we here on psych central cant help you with. again only you can decide whether you are going to do something or not and whether you can find ways to bring yourself back up. why only you because I am not you, I am not your treatment providers and ... well you get the point... all we can do here is let you know we have read your post, and what we do when we are in the same situation. the rest is in your hands. Last edited by Turtleboy; Mar 05, 2019 at 04:35 AM. Reason: bring within guidelines |
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Mar 04, 2019, 03:02 PM
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am ok just cant deal with my feelings ...am safe
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| amandalouise, mote.of.soul
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Mar 05, 2019, 03:19 PM
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We are not worthless. everybody hurts.. not just us with MH sxs. 
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All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. Leo Tolstoy 
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