[Copia]

Hello. Me once again. I really want to stay some time in a psychiatric hospital. But I am scared that people will think I'm crazy. I just can't handle my own life and I am getting crazier and crazier. I have dpdr, adhd, anxiety, severe depression and I am hypochondriac. I cant sleep because of my fears and most of the time I'm just lost and confused. I have always felt no connection to my physical self and I have seen stranger in the mirror, but recently I became scared of myself. I keep getting those thoughts that this isn't real and that I don't exist.. I have a lot of intrusive thoughts and I am perfectionist. I am underage and I can't get help. I talked to my school counsellor and she seemed like she thought that I was making things up. My parent don't want me to get help(it seems). What am I supposed to do?! I am literally just falling apart. BYE CRUEL WORLD!!!(I'm going to sleep)

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Copia I'm not sure how it works there where you live in Slovakia, but I believe it is your right to go to the hospital and ask to go IP if that's what you want or if you're feeling suicidal. I'm so sorry you're not getting the help and support that you need and deserve. MI is already hard to deal with by itself, it's even harder when we're not getting any support. What makes you think that your parents don't want you to get help? Did they tell you so? Don't they believe you? I'm so sorry. Do you have a family doctor that you can reach out? What about your teachers? Do you have any friends you can try to contact? What about other family members that may help you? Do you know any? If things get bad, try to call an hotline if you can. Perhaps you could try to get to the hospital by yourself or try to contact them through your telephone or your email. If you see a Pdoc, definitely try to contact him/her as well. Are you taking any meds currently? I feel like they may really help you right now. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. You don't deserve to suffer at all. I hope things will get better soon for you. Please don't give up. You're a wonderful person, Copia. Stay strong, Copia. Stay safe and take care of yourself. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, Copia

[Skeezyks]

I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time. I wish I had some creative suggestions for you. Unfortunately I don't. You wrote that you're falling apart. You feel like you'd like to be hospitalized. But you're scared people will think you're crazy. Sometimes, if a person is really struggling, the hospital is the right place to be. And you just have to not worry about what other people may think. What's important is that you do what you need to do to take care of yourself.

Of course I don't know what the psychiatric facilities are like where you live or if you could realistically be hospitalized. But, if it is an option for you, perhaps it's something to consider. (I've been hospitalized twice for mental-health-related concerns.) Please take care. And keep posting here on PC.