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Dec 16, 2007, 10:25 PM
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I want to give up... just fade away into nothingness. I don't mean any kind of "death thoughts"... just... to fade... I probably am not making any sense...
or just to fall into someones arms, hold onto them, and fall asleep in them forever I'm losing energy to deal so fast... I made myself get out today to a small social event for about 1-2 hours, and nothing was left... I couldn't even muster the strength to agree to set up a rehearsal for our groups concert tomorrow... it's not tiredness physically... its tiredness emotionally. I just hate this... but as I type... again... I just feel nothing...there is nothing behind my words but a dull pain and longing. I'm leaning towards going to some kind of meeting with a therapist, if I can schedule it in this week, probably on the campus that's a bus ride away to reduce the chance that I'll run into people. I just don't have the energy to explain it to anyone... I hope I can make that call tomorrow... I don't know if it will help but you are all right it's better than not trying. And thank you so much for all your posts in this... I know... I've just been on a constant rant...
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Dec 16, 2007, 10:28 PM
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Dont feel bad. I feel the exact same way today. Dont know what happened. Woke up feeling like crapola and its bleeding into today. all day long.
I guess we need to try to see the positive. Hope you are doing better Colleen
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Dec 16, 2007, 11:15 PM
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That's pretty much exactly how I feel right now. I even have a particular person in mind who I want to have hold me. Basically, I'm living a forced life. I force myself to get out of bed, force myself to get ready and go to school. Force myself to go to choir and Fame rehearsals. Force myself to do homework...
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Dec 17, 2007, 04:19 AM
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i second the motions
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Dec 17, 2007, 05:52 AM
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Yeah, what they said!
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Dec 17, 2007, 12:25 PM
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Yup, fade out. I hear ya.
Cyran0
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Dec 18, 2007, 10:56 PM
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hoping you are feeling better turqoius!!!
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Dec 19, 2007, 08:21 AM
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Turquoisea,
Just hold on to me and we'll fight this together, I promise not to isolate from you and give you plenty of hugs that I know will make you feel better. I know now why they say it's better to give than to receive, it does help when one person can be there for another and lift ones spirit some. Hang in there.  
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