<font color="purple"> I have been looking forward to the next few days for weeks, if not months from now, and things the past few days have just made eveything suck. I was expecting on having a happy time with my grandma on christmas day (who I havn't seen in 3 years) and what happens? She has a heart attack yesterday. She isn't dead- but she'll be in the hospital for awhile, which is very upsetting (and I can only imagine what sort of finacial hardship this will bring everyone because dad is the only person in my family who has/can afford health insurance). And of course, we just HAVE to have freakin tarenchal downpours tonight that wash away all the snow and that I can garntee you in the morning will be just a gigantic coating of ice.

I'm just feeling so damn depressed now. It feels like god just reached down and slapped in in he face and said "HAHA I CAN'T LET YOU ENJOY SOME OF THE FEW THINGS THAT GIVE YOU PLEASURE IN LIFE!"

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[Cthomas]

Hey kaika, im so sorry about your grandma. Thats so sad. I am glad that shes ok tho. And at least you will be able to see her after the hospital maybe?

Maybe try to think about it, as that your glad she made it through ok? it may help ease the depression a bit. Let me know if there is anything I can do. I hope you know you are among friends here and we care.

I care......PM me if you need to chat. OK?
Feel better,
Colleen

[nowheretorun]

maybe it wont all turn out so bad Kaika.. there's gotta be a few good things happening, even if it is only a few..

drag about the snow melting... secretly, i wish ours would though... the ice can cause a lot of problems, but when it freezes in the tree branches i think its pretty to look at too ...

i hope gramma recovers quick and you'll still be able to spend time with her.. some grammas are the coolest people.. can you visit her in the hospital?

hope your dad can figure out the financials... ((((hugs))))

[Cyran0]

Kaika, I'm sorry about your grandma and I sincerely hope the universe conspires to give you a few pleasant surprises over the next few days anyway.

Cyran0

[bipolar_bear]

I am so sorry abuot your grandmother Kaika. I can understand if you have strong feelings about her illness. I hope you can make it to the hospital even though it won't be the same maybe it will bring both of you some happiness.

BB

[1oxbowgirl]

Kiaka,
My heart goes out to you. I am so thankful your Grandmother, is going to be ok. I can understand your fustrations and depression over this in ruining your Christmas Spirit.