I feel like I am slipping....

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<font color="purple">I am still not doing too good, the weather is still crap here, nothing but rain and dark clouds for the last 3 days...I went up in my Remeron to 45mg, and have been on that dose for 2 days so far.

I was not doing good and was not happy when I had to go up in my medication. I was questioning it and became anxious.
The first night when we went to bed at 1am and I took my meds I was full of anxiety, and didn't sleep well.
Last night was better even though I went to bed at 2am, but I wasn't anxious about taking my Remeron last night.

Anxiety is under control for now.
My psychiatrist wants to stabilze me before switching my meds.

I go and see her tomorrow so we'll see what she has to say.</font>

sorry to hear you're still battling your meds so! Sounds like a good idea to stablize before any changes... I don't get that often. Let us know how it goes..

I go to my appt tomorrow morning. I will let you know what happens with all of this.

What the [censored] happened???????

Why the [censored] did poopoo right that in my thread!!!

I got the email in my inbox and can read the whole [censored] thing talking about "sex toys" etc??

what kind of sick perv is this [censored] person!!!!!

I hope his IP got banned from trolling my [censored] thread, wonder how many others got targetted??????

Anyways- enough about the perv.

I didn't get my appt today again, she had to cancel because she is sick with the flu, don't know when my next appt will be.

Still feel like crap, that post in my thread made me feel worse.

Thanks guys for deleting it for me.

I did do my lighbox today, but I haven't seen sun in 4 or 5 days now, because it's been nothing but rain or grey skies.