[Deilla]

I feel pretty good this morning. I slept 6 hours last night and I'm up early working on chores. I hope to finish soon and then enjoy the rest of the day.

[88Butterfly88]

I'm feeling depressed and hopeless.

[Mountaindewed]

I think my anti depressant is working. I’ve been on it for 3 days. Haven’t gone on and off it like I had been doing. Therapist said that was messing things up. I haven’t felt this positive in awhile.

[Breaking Dawn]

Just thoughts today, like I keep thinking "pretty soon" & I think & plan for after that & I imagine how it will be. The doing begins with the thinking & imagining, right? Like planning a vacation when we need one.

[3rd rock]

I've been watching so much US election coverage that I've hardly gotten any work done on my current book over the past couple of days. I should be able to get more done tomorrow. Still on track to make end of month goals.

I start my new job on Monday. I'm extremely apprehensive about it. It might be a horrible place to work in ways I couldn't know until working there. I might get fired shortly after starting and then I'd be in big trouble. I'm feeling sick but this might just be anxiety. If so it's only going to get worse between now and Monday.

I feel like I really hate myself. I'm so lazy and worthless because I can't do anything but the bare minimum to survive. Even that, I really don't want to. I don't want to do anything and that realization makes me hate myself even more.

[Deilla]

I'm feeling lonely and bored.

[Breaking Dawn]

Sometimes down, sometimes nervous, but ok overall.

I got some good news about a health problem. I felt better today because the sun was shining and I had time out even though it was an appointment, getting out felt good.

[Deilla]

I feel lonely, sad and bored.

[T4bbyCat]

Feeling of impending doom, and not just because the US election is completely out of whack. No idea what's coming, but it might be coming for me and others...

[codyrobi613]

Anxious, angry, flat. I don't want to do much but run my head through the wall

[3rd rock]

I admit that I don't really want to work.

[Deilla]

Same feeling this morning - sad, lonely and bored.

[Breaking Dawn]

Ok most of the time. Looking forward with imagination & hope.

[codyrobi613]

Empty and detached

Did my usual Saturday stuff. Today was not a good day for me emotionally for many reasons. I felt like everything was going against me.

[Mountaindewed]

I feel very hopeful despite another setback for my physical health. I’m trying not to think about that right now. Just focus on the good stuff. I feel very good today mental health wise.

A little bit of a better day today so far than yesterday. Yesterday was just horrid for me and I felt more depressed than ever. I did major shopping early this morning because I couldn't do it yesterday. It went alright. And then my sister called. It went pretty good but she sounded very tired.

I'm not so sure about a long bike ride today. There's some rain heading my way, so it may not be a good time to do it. At where I am, this is the time of year when I have to check the weather radar to see if it's permissible.

One other thing that's got me down or uneasy is that I don't have access to my email. I don't get much anyways, but it's nice to have it to check up on.

[Mountaindewed]

I’m pretty down today. It seemed like I had those few days of anticipatory anxiety. Then yesterday all day was filled with euphoric excitement. Now I’m back to where I was before Tuesday. I mean I feel hopeful about the future, I just feel kinda down in the dumps about my own current situation. I just hope things are different at therapy on Tuesday. I hope she’s in a good mood. I feel like she thinks I’m not trying.

My phone appointment this past week with the psychiatrist was less than 5 minutes. Sometimes I feel like anybody could do his job. He just asks if I'm taking the same meds. I said I'm very depressed, well just keep doing your best. Ok
Anyone can give me that advice. I took my whole dose of antidepressants instead of half and all I wanted to do was lie in bed too long the last 2 days. My car wont start. Feel depressed, sad isn't going to improve and this place is depressing.

[Breaking Dawn]

Today seems better mostly. I wish the best for the rest of you.

[Deilla]

I feel sad this morning.

[3rd rock]

That wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

[Breaking Dawn]

I do feel sadness and/or anxiety sometimes, but doing ok.

[TishaBuv]

Today started out just fine, but I’m still really traumatized and depressed and had a couple deep downs. I handled it well by leaving the room to decompress. My h ended up leaving to buy something and hasn’t come back for hours. He’s angry with me for being this way when it was him who was the main catalyst for me becoming like this.