I got a script for pain medication. I barely use it, but if I could I'd use it more. It numbs my emotional pain, doesn't do much for the physical pain. It's a very low dose, and I read up on it, and it can actually make a person more sensitive to pain so I should stop asking for it. It barely does anything now. I'm stress eating too now so I don't feel good about myself. I had lost over 75 pounds and felt good, now I know I'm gaining. I've heard that healthy eating doesn't cost more, I disagree, I'm eating cheap junk because I cant afford better healthier food. When will life ever get better.

A very slow day at work, but a couple of things happened to make me feel good. This morning I asked if I could have next Friday off. My wish was granted! And this afternoon I was able to solve that problem on my own that I mentioned yesterday - about not being able to sign the new lease online. It's all done and completed.

I'm enjoying this time right now. I have the weekend now and then a four-day weekend next week.

[Deilla]

I didn't sleep much last night. But I feel Okay at the moment. I'm having a nice morning. I did some cooking. I plan to start on my chores soon.

[tigerlily84]

I'm having a nice morning. I plan on giving my dog a bath then showering myself and go to the grocery store after that.

Typical Saturday for me. Felt very let down after all of the activities ended. I just finished emailing my friend who sent me a message a couple of days ago. He says that there's so much sameness in his life. Well, me too!

[Deilla]

I feel sad at the moment, and I don't know exactly why. Maybe I am tired and need to go back to bed. I've been doing chores.

Slightly better day today than yesterday. My sister called this morning. We had a heavy conversation (see my thread in the Forum Relationships & Communications). Took a bike ride and that's about it.

I'm going to have a three-day work week and a four-day weekend. I'm glad for the time off, but I don't know what to do with myself.

[Deilla]

I feel sad, alone and tired.

[Yzen]

I am depressed this morning...more than usual.

[Breaking Dawn]

Today is Monday. Right? Isn't it? I think so. I'll google it, just to make sure. Oh, wait. My cell phone says what day it is on the front of it. I'll take a look. ....... Yes, it is Monday. Hello everybody! It's MONDAY!!!! Happy Monday everybody!!

Very slow day at work today, which has to be expected. It should be more that way tomorrow and Wednesday. The morning started off not so good. I went to my car and it had been broken in to. Nothing was stolen or damaged but a mess was made with scattering of stuff from the glove compartment.

When I just got into work, a co-worker asked another worker a weird question that seemed offensive. That guy is not very bright. And then I was told by someone else that a service tech. that I have to be with will be in tomorrow. I didn't know about that ahead of time. That's no big deal, but it was a shock.

[Deilla]

I'm a bit stressed today. I have to take my cat to the vet. I'm trying to keep myself calm.

Busier today than yesterday. I felt pretty good in the morning but my good feeling sunk in the afternoon. It looks like there's a chance that I'm going to split up with the only friend I've got. It's very depressing. We've been fighting a lot lately. It's going to be hard to find another friend.

[TishaBuv]

Down. I have to change and retrain my emotions.

[T4bbyCat]

Originally Posted by will19

It looks like there's a chance that I'm going to split up with the only friend I've got. It's very depressing. We've been fighting a lot lately. It's going to be hard to find another friend.

Hope you manage to keep the friendship, but I can understand and maybe even identify... There's a lot of division in the US, causing people to feel incompatible and unable to "agree to disagree" anymore. Some of this is creeping even into personal matters, no matter how long I've been friends with someone or how good the friendship is. I wish we had ways to find our common human ground again...

[Deilla]

I feel tired this morning and maybe a little sad. I might try to get more sleep.

[Sunflower123]

I’m feeling very stressed today.

[Rose76]

I'm doing very well. I look forward to the holidays.

[mote.of.soul]

Got triggered into a depression today, but I was half expecting it due to the circumstances involved. I'm still coming out from it. I feel so sick and tired of life sometimes. You try to stay positive, and that's all you can do if you've tried everything else to cope. But it'll pass and then I can try to wring a little bit of joy from the solitary life again. Thank you.🙏 Just venting.

[Deilla]

I feel upbeat and positive today.

Today is the first day of the four-day weekend. I plan on going to a nice place to hike, but I hope I will be able find a parking space. And will do a little bike riding. I plan on calling a couple of people to wish them a happy T-Giving.

In the last 10 hours or so, I've been on a small roll of things not going so well. My friend and I had a frank discussion about where we're heading as friends. The both of us are pretty dissatisfied with the way it's going. And I didn't sleep well because I got blowing my nose until 3AM. This morning a woman was chatting very loud outside of my window at 6:30 when I wanted to sleep. I think this woman did that on purpose because she's mad at me. I had reported her to the Apartment Manager because she had let her dog run around without a leash. The rules say that your dog is supposed to be on a leash at all times.

[T4bbyCat]

Thankful for the time off this week. Not superspreading at a family gathering. It should be interesting to see what happens shortly.

I did those things that I said I wanted to do for today. I was able to get a good parking spot for the hike this morning and it was nice.

I made a couple of phone calls today that I said I would do also. I called my old college friend and it went alright, but I didn't feel much better. And then I called that woman up, who seemed to have had a crush on me a couple of months ago. I didn't feel the same about her and those feelings from her for me now has faded greatly. I called her at work because she was all alone and wanted to wish her a happy T-Giving. We barely talked for just two minutes. I was surprised it ended up like that.

Took a short bike ride and got a take out dinner and that turned out to be a disappointment. It was a busy day today but I wasn't feeling too well emotionally.

[Deilla]

I feel a little lonely. I think if I can get some more sleep, I will feel better.

I'm feeling pretty good this morning, much to my surprise. I felt very depressed yesterday being T-Giving and alone. Even the things I did that was supposed to make me feel better didn't work. I had a take-out dinner last night and it was a disappointment.

This morning my legs felt very sore from that long hike yesterday. I'm not used to it even though I'm physically active. And then my right ear got blocked up with wax suddenly. I've had that before; so I treated it, and the wax is gone now.

I have some plans today and should be busy, but alone again. I'm going to the bank, pick up something for lunch, and go on a long bike ride.