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Old Oct 11, 2019, 11:52 AM
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Old Oct 11, 2019, 11:55 AM
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I'm mostly down today.... And I want to email my T but that is something I don't really want. I know my safety is an issue and I know the plan but gosh darn it I don't like the plan
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Old Oct 11, 2019, 02:59 PM
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I'm feeling sad today. And I'm feeling useless and like I'm a waste of space. I'm sure that it is just the depression talking but it feels real.
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Old Oct 11, 2019, 07:02 PM
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Old Oct 11, 2019, 08:01 PM
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I haven't been this beaten by life in a long time.
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Old Oct 11, 2019, 10:42 PM
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My stomach always seems to be upset.
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Old Oct 11, 2019, 10:49 PM
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Things have been out of control. Need to remember to control myself. I don’t really know how to deal with it except the usual issue, self injury. I think things have been really bad lately. I need to remember that I cannot pull it all off without some serious control. Ive been overemotional, made big mistakes, and feel disgusting about my overall self and have no idea what others see. Probably an unkempt angry person who is too arrogant for where they’re at. I don’t know what’s going on with my body, it’s never been great. I wish I were still prepubescent. I feel disgusting.
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Old Oct 11, 2019, 10:56 PM
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Yesterday a guy in the department above me said he thinks I’d fit in there. It’s not like he really knows me well...

Today I looked at the women who are in that department and they are so classy and polished. True they are about 30years old. But I feel like I’m pretty much at my mid 20s now and I still can’t brush my hair daily. Sure maybe it’s because of depression but really it’s not a good look. My mother used to yell at me about my appearance. I probably won’t get promoted for my lack of social skills, lack of self presentation. It’s really not ok.
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Old Oct 12, 2019, 05:57 AM
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Not sleeping, like, one minute last night. Worried about how today is going to go, since I am so very sleep-sensitive. We will see...
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Old Oct 12, 2019, 09:02 PM
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I'm doing pretty okay.
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Old Oct 12, 2019, 09:28 PM
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I don't like distraction.... I'm tired of keeping myself distracted. I'm tired of a lot of things. Yet I keep going. I'm down a lot and there has been no relief. Hopefully relief will come soon. But I doubt it.
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Old Oct 12, 2019, 09:50 PM
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I was extremely busy this morning. Did a lot of cleaning this morning. My place really needed the cleaning after not doing it for three weeks. And lots of places to go for shopping and stuff.

Been feeling very down late this afternoon and tonight. For some reason, it seems like the people at where I live seem to have it more together than I do. I feel like I'm the only lonely fool at my place. There were times of extensive noise just outside my door. The couple next to me had a grandchild over and the kid was very loud.
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Old Oct 13, 2019, 10:24 AM
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Depressed, still! Not really any change but I'm a bit less sui. But I still want to go to the er. Isn't it weird that I want to go when I don't necessarily need to.
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Old Oct 13, 2019, 04:02 PM
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I'm still doing pretty good.
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Old Oct 13, 2019, 07:25 PM
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Not much of an exciting weekend, even though I was busy both days. Today I put my weights together and packed them in my car. Someone at where I work wants to buy it. Unfortunately I was not able to put my bench in the car, since it doesn't fit. The buyer, I guess, doesn't really care if he gets the bench or not. But I wanted to get rid of it. This is kind of sad that after some 25 years, those weights are going to be out of my life. And it's all because of my neighbor having to complain about it.

I went for a three hour bike ride today.

Another dull weekend is about to come to an end. I dread going to work on Mondays, but I don't know why? I like my job. It seems like it's at work where I really have a social life. I guess that's the way it is for some people.
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Old Oct 13, 2019, 08:05 PM
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I'm mostly down today.... And I want to email my T but that is something I don't really want. I know my safety is an issue and I know the plan but gosh darn it I don't like the plan
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Old Oct 13, 2019, 08:06 PM
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My emotions has been up and down throughout the day!
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Old Oct 13, 2019, 08:10 PM
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I'm feeling sad today. And I'm feeling useless and like I'm a waste of space. I'm sure that it is just the depression talking but it feels real.
I understand how you feel! I feel the same way lately
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Old Oct 13, 2019, 08:12 PM
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I haven't been this beaten by life in a long time.
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Old Oct 13, 2019, 08:18 PM
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My stomach always seems to be upset.
I understand! I don't know why my stomach becoming upset whenever I am feeling depressed or have anxiety. I thought I was the only one who did that!
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Old Oct 13, 2019, 08:20 PM
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Things have been out of control. Need to remember to control myself. I don’t really know how to deal with it except the usual issue, self injury. I think things have been really bad lately. I need to remember that I cannot pull it all off without some serious control. Ive been overemotional, made big mistakes, and feel disgusting about my overall self and have no idea what others see. Probably an unkempt angry person who is too arrogant for where they’re at. I don’t know what’s going on with my body, it’s never been great. I wish I were still prepubescent. I feel disgusting.
I completely understand how you feel! Don't be to hard on yourself!
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 07:06 PM
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I’m so tired.
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 11:24 PM
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My current project will be finished by the end of November. My next project will be started on at that time.
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Old Oct 15, 2019, 03:43 AM
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It's been awful for the last couple week. I failed to get a bigger job. Next, our division got into a big trouble because one member carelessly responded to a spam email. It seems like we're going to lose everything and have to start all over again. And now, I just heard that a good coworker will be fired soon.

Home is worse. I got into more arguments with my parents, from a very small matter to big one. The fight worsens every day.

I wish I could run away somewhere.
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Old Oct 15, 2019, 12:36 PM
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Some feelings of depression and dissociation. Some feelings of not wanting to be here. Mostly just trying to get distracted and not be hard on myself. Kind of bored today too. Tomorrow should be a busy day at work though.
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