[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by 3rd rock

I wonder if the small indeterminate mass in my brain will turn out to be something serious.

I hope not.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Turtle_Rider

It doesn't get any better. In the morning, I had a new argument with mother. Then when I was going to work, I snapped at a pervert stranger (he verbally harassed me). Work is awful like yesterday. On the way home, I have to wait for the bus for more than 30 mins. Lastly, the internet was down right when I arrived at home.

The only good thing is my coworker agreed to join my charity project.

Wow it so like you had a crazy day.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Feeling halfway okay today. I had T last night. I feel a bit nervous today. Or maybe it is anxiety. I slept well though and I ate breakfast. Came into work early. Trying to start the day off right...

That good

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I'm depressed and anxious today. Dad was having chest pains this morning, and he went to the ER. Mom went with him. They did a bunch of tests, it wasn't a heart attack but they are going to admit him for observation. I hope he is okay. I don't know what I would do without him. So I'm pretty stressed out. Want to leave work early but it's not a good time, business wise, with the owner here. But I really want to be with my Dad.

I'm sorry. I understand. My dad had several heart attack. We are here for you.

[downandlonely]

Doing pretty well. On my way to Nashville for my cousin’s wedding

[3rd rock]

Tired all the time.

[Breaking Dawn]

Thank you, Buffy. Take care. Lots of hugs to you!!

[3rd rock]

I hope to have my new book done by the end of the month. It'll be a huge effort but I can do it. I will be going to a hockey game on Saturday which I expect to be absolutely exhausting as all social outings are.

[Sunflower123]

I’m feeling a bit better today although mornings are my good time of day. My NP gave me a med adjustment so I’ll give it through the Thanksgiving holiday before I decide rather or not to go IP.

Warm regards to all.

[Breaking Dawn]

Sad, but ok.

[WastingAsparagus]

I am depressed. I don't get out enough. My friends aren't wanting to hang out these days and it sucks.

I have only a little bit of work right now. My parents say I am constantly negative when I'm just representing to them what my reality is.

[WastingAsparagus]

Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

I am depressed. I don't get out enough. My friends aren't wanting to hang out these days and it sucks.

I have only a little bit of work right now. My parents say I am constantly negative when I'm just representing to them what my reality is.

I also wanted to ask, what do you guys do when you're feeling this way to help yourself out?

It was a fairly busy day at work and a pretty good one. Normally on Fridays, it's very slow and dull. It's usually slow business and half of the people at the place are gone. But it was a better Friday than before.

On the down side, I have been dealing with pain for most of the day. Yesterday I had pain just below the chest and then to the upper back. As of now, the pain is almost gone. I think that it was a muscular pain of some kind. I've had it before. But today I have been dealing with a headache.

I worked out after work with my new equipment. It still feels weird and very different. It's going to take some getting use to.

Feeling down tonight. I will be busy for the first half of tomorrow, but it looks like nothing much after that. Also it's looking like my friend and I will be splitting up. I've been though stuff like this before. It's not easy but I'll manage though. I guess that friendships have a shelf-life. This one seemed to have expired some time ago but I had foolishly let it go on.

[jrae]

what a day . the hospital screwed up my appt time TWICE and then make me feel bad for coming at 'the wrong time'!!! (that's a long story) then some idiot started backing up out of a parking lot space without looking and bumped right into me! thankfully it was their bumper into my wheel and nothing worse.
all this comes after a rough night.

i need my blankie, my recliner chair, and a sedative to knock me out for a few days

[kumy]

I didn't sleep more than 3 hours, so it's a bad start of the day...

[WastingAsparagus]

I am doing a lot better today.

[Mountaindewed]

I’ve been wearing sweat pants a lot this past week and it’s been really hard for me to get up these past few days. I also want to spend a lot of time taking a hot bath. My SAD might be kind of bad right now.

[radensaleh]

Why am i still awake? I want to sleep

[mote.of.soul]

Been in bed past 3 days recovering from foolishly resorting to the bottle - which took me on a 2 day binge [yes, I'm an alcoholic]. Not very happy about my ability to cope and remain positive but I know I'm not alone in these struggles. All I can do is self care and try to make better choices from now on.

Many blessing's to us all, dotted around the world.

[Deilla]

I'm feeling both anxious and excited at the same time. I'm trying to relax now but my head is spinning with so many possibilities for a better future.

[Underdevelopment]

Trying to make peace with being alone. I spent another day talking to no one. Its at a point where I don't even yak to myself. My therapist tells me I'm making progress. Not sure if that's with my development into a sane human or paying off her house.

Its hard to hurt, accept it, and move on. But that's what life is. Letting go of everyone and everything and moving on, taking the good experiences with you and leaving those you don't want in the past.

Work in progress.

Yesterday my friend did come over to visit. But it seemed like it was chaotic as I went to pick him up and then go shopping, which took a while. We got to my place and it seemed like we didn't talk much and very little time. So the visit was a disappointment. Last night I watched a movie that wasn't good.

This morning I got another little set-back as I went to check out a church that someone had recommended to me. I didn't like it right away and didn't stay. After leaving it I got wondering if I will ever find a good church to go to; like the way it used to be. I feel like not going to church is hurting me a great deal.

At least I was able to have time to prepare my spaghetti sauce at home. The only bright spot this morning was that I stopped in at a corner market to pick up a tomato that I forgot to get yesterday. I got a better deal on it.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by downandlonely

Doing pretty well. On my way to Nashville for my cousin’s wedding

Have a great time at your cousin weddings.

Not much of a day today. As I mentioned earlier, I went to a church this morning and didn't like it right away. I've notice that it seems to be happening to me a lot. I got thinking, after leaving that church and driving through the downtown area where the church was, I was feeling like I don't belong where I am. I kept thinking in my mind about moving to a small town but I don't know where to go.

Took a two and a half hour bike ride today.

[Underdevelopment]

Before it got to warm I went for my daily walk. The horses were rolling in the paddock as i passed, unusual to see such a large animal trying to have a good ole back scratch. I had to keep to the shade before making it home again.

Morning cup off coffee down , tablets in, exercise done, thought it would be quiet for a few hours. Nope. Phone rang and the day turned into a nightmare.

Someone please explain to me on what planet do mobile phones pass for a good invention?!?