Why

Getting tired of being hurt over and over again. A so called friend of over at least 6 years If not longer from the United kingdom decides to randomly blame me from the president and government opening things in us and saying I follow whatever they say . Just completely random . This isn't the first time I've been hurt . I was used by a guy on Facebook till he went back to his ex wife , sexually abused by a man who knew I was I was hurt by what the guy did to me before , so called other friends didn't believe me when I told them I got abused , tried to destroy me on Facebook. I guess maybe its cause I was sheltered as a child , my parents were older and sick , my older sister is abusively . Maybe I'm just too dumb to see I'm being used and use to the abuse and can't tell the difference between not being abused and love . I don't understand why I keep being a target. Needing some kind words and some hugs

hugs.

none of us here would do any of that to you- I hope you know that

this forum is safe

Six years or so of friendship is a considerable time. Or I’m totally silly or some people are able to blame others for the more stupid reasons and take for granted the most valuable aspect that is friendship.
I’m sorry you have to deal with it.

I do understand what you say about being abused and not distinguish very well between an abused treat and a love one. As sad as it sounds, it makes sense. It means you are gonna try to be smarter than others and stronger than others to set boundaries. Don’t be hard on yourself.

I’m sorry a lot.