:( bottom of the pit

i'm at the bottom of the pit now. can't get back out. uh, not functional at all.

((((wickedwings)))) ..... just hang on ..... you can get going in time again.... you can choose the time... here for you and wishing you well....

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does it help to know you have company down here?

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wishing you good thoughts and keeping you in my prayers.

melanie

Dear wickedwings, I remember you felt excluded by people because of your disability... I thought that you need to find better people to be with... Anything about it?

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((((wickedwings)))) hope u feel better soon

when you're at the bottom of the pit. when there's no hope, you have nothing. that's where you're the closest to being dead. it's truly the worst place of all. hell is here on earth.

yeah, i travel many places. i have a gift that is also a curse. i see many perspectives. the curse is that i see the dark side everywhere i go.

tears form a river, and in turn create a flood, where tortured souls spend a lifetime drowning in perpetual pergatory. it hurts, oh, so much that death would be respite.

insurance companies that won't allow healing for tortured souls should have their asses kicked, literally.

sorry things have been so hard ww .. i hope a light comes on soon for you in the darkness... at least you can come here and vent.. take good care...

I understand exactly how you feel and will be hoping that you are feeling better very soon.

dear W.Wings, I agreed with what you said aout "hell" being here on earth, you're living in it... and the part about feeling "dead" also correct...my heart goes out to you because I know what its like to be "stuck", to feel hopeless, the last thing I want to do is sound like a cliche but I've "been there", thanks to the love of my wife, and my church family, and most importantly the revelation of Gods love to me I suffer no more. I wish that somehow I could lift you up too, I feel as though I've been given so much. get a bible and read it, talk to God about what bothers you, ask for healing in your mind and body and walk in the faith that it will happen. try to find a supportive group of christian people and enlist their support and prayers. You really seem like you're sick and tired of being sick and tired...if you've come to the "end of yourself" why not give him a real chance to do what only he can do...heal! Jesus does "save", he saves us from "ourselves" despite who and what we are or have been! I sincerely hope you will get to feeling better soon...God bless you, Jeff

(((((wickedwings))))) I hope that you feel better really soon!

(((((((wickedwings))))))) thinking of you and sending good energy your way.