Depression Vent Room for Misfits

Thank you Rose60.

11:23am in India. The oxygen supply to my brain is more than last week and the physical pain is less, so I'm better but I could do with some more oxygen in the brain to function normally and not have to take rest from time to time.
Getting a panic attack and feel very very lonely.

It is good to hear that you have become better! I am sorry that you have an anxiety attack and feel so lonely. Hope that will be better as time goes!

I am also pining to return to USA as soon as possible. I have been waiting since the end of 2018, which was initially decided to get me out to usa, but now it is almost end of 2022 and I am still waiting......feeling very restless and desperate.
I hope it does happen soon.

I hope life goes your way soon!

Thanks so so much.

I had a difficult day today, but I was able to fulfill a few goals. For some reason, very sad right now. Maybe just tired & I'll feel better tomorrow.

Hope you're feeling better. Hugs.

I've been very sad lately. My online girlfriend from overseas ghosted me. It's been 2 weeks since we last talked. I am surprised. I set a boundary to first meet in public. And she ghosted me. She hurt my feelings a lot. So it's good that she is gone. I think she was a scammer. It hurts still. It's hard to get over.

I am much better but I continuously feel anxious and hopeless about the future . The thought - What if I am stuck in India for some more years - drives me crazy. I feel lonely as well. I have no friends irl.

I find people incredibly confusing

Some people enjoy winding me up and causing me pain.

They must truly hate themselves

There are some trolls on another forum, they have written some very mean things about me.

I think we are supposed to be supportive on these forums. So when people look for things to complain about, try to mess up people's threads and other troll like behaviours.... well another forum I go to the mods just say things like ''I sympathise with your feelings but I don't think its intentional''

I am not in fact over sensitive. Any person who is at all sensitive would feel hurt and probably angry at the disrespect.

I have a tough interview. I have to take a timed test. I've been practicing. It has me feeling pretty bad.

Good luck with your interview, @Deilla!

(((fuzzy)))
Hugs and much love to you.

Feeling sad, lonely and hopeless....

A bit better today .... yesterday I was too tired and exhausted, probably the oxygen level in my brain was was too low again. Thank you God and thank you all my friends on this forum who send me hugs and love. Truly grateful.

Feeling sad and lonely as usual....

((((( mimi ))))) hugs and much love to you

Much love to all in this thread

Feeling very sad and hopeless.

I hope you feel better soon, dear Mimi. Hugs & love to you!

Thanks so much Breaking Dawn, but I know I will never feel better again.

I'm having a really difficult day. Some people have let me down. It hurts. I've been crying.