Depression Vent Room for Misfits

I feel sad. I feel all alone.

Thank you so very much, @hundalmarck, for joining us misfits who get sad. Please keep with us?

Oh dear @Just42dayK, the way you sound is exactly the way I have been feeling. I keep praying for enough strength to accomplish something that shouldn't be hard at all. God bless you dear new friend!

I feel so hopeless and restless. Took 1 mg of ativan to calm down. I didn't want to take the full 2mg bc I was afraid of being knocked out immediately. I still had some chores to do like feeding the cats, cleaning their litter boxes, take the trash out, shower and have dinner myself. We'll I could do everything except shower and have dinner. I feel too exhausted and want to go to bed now. So I 'll have to go without food tonight. I took the remaining 1mg ativan. Hope I'll feel better in the morning.
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Please help me God.

I got a little bit of sleep, took a couple of pain meds, listened to a great piece of music, & now am here feeling very sad, a really deep hurt.

Sorry that you are hurting bad, hugs to you. Hope you feel better soon.

I dont know what to do to feel better. Only sleep helps. I want to shake this constant anxiety away, but I cant relax. I dont have any drive on live and only have things that make me anxious.

Not doing really wonderful right now, but not giving up.

So today had to show up at work. Here I am living my live as everybody else, after spending the previous day um bed taking lorazepam after lorazepam, just to sleep and deal with my anxiety.
It is life I guess. Feeling better than yesterday dough

I'm very depressed. Things are going well professionally, emotionally and spiritually. Everything is falling apart.

(((mulan)))
It's been a while. Hope you feel calmer soon.

I feel like even I dont come here Often a part of me lives in this forum. The part where I assume most of my true on how damaged I am.

The forum is the people that make it, and as such Also have a place in my heart.

A lot of us feel that way.

I've been pretty depressed lately. It probably doesn't help that I cut my Effexor back. But I was having trouble with the side effects.

I was in a lot of physical pain today. Was forced to take several painkillers as I was unable to tolerate the pain. Plus the oxygen in my brain dropped again which made me feel exhausted and drowsy. Now it is past 8pm here in India. Hope the rest of the day goes well.
Still feeling anxious about the future.

I was very sick today from the morning till late afternoon. Physical pain, difficulty breathing, nausea and feeling exhausted probably due to less oxygen in the brain.
Now it is almost 11pm in India. I feel very sad and lonely. Why did it have to be me God? Why?? Why can't I go back to the country I was born in? Why did they abandon me?
God please help me to accept my fate, which I can't at this moment.

Very sick today again.

I'm sorry you're suffering so much, Mimi. I'm wishing you new energy filled with magic healing & love, for you & your wonderful kitties.

Thanks Breaking Dawn.

Feeling very lonely.

I'm feeling sad, but relieved about a difficulty that's over now.

I went to the food pantry today and when I talked with the counselor, I cried. There's so much I have to do without. But I was blessed today. I got fresh vegetables and fruit and fresh bread. Meat and canned goods. Peanut butter. I feel much better. I can go back in a month.

Mimi, I think I understand your feeling! Perhaps we all have felt some loneliness in our lives, but you are living in India where there are not enough Psychiatrists or Psychologists.

Hope you feel better soon! Sending some flowers!

I am glad to hear that your specific difficulty is over now.

It is good that the food pantries exist. I have to be very careful about what I buy as well. So many things have become expensive!

Enjoy the Peanut butter and other food that you like!