Depression Vent Room for Misfits

I'm sorry you have to deal with this without answers or anyone to help you.

Some therapists aren’t very good at their job

At this moment in today I am experiencing extreme difficulty, but I know I will feel better later. God bless all of you, dear ones.

I've been having a lot of depression of late. I am sure that the intense anxiety I am having isn't helping either. I am consulting with a new therapist on Monday. I hope that will help. I am looking for hope at the end of the tunnel right now. I think I am definitely in a clinical form of depression right now but I hope I can get out of it soon. We'll see. One day at a time.

Fingers crossed for you, Kit. I hope you'll be feeling much better soon.

I’m sorry that everything everything is difficult right now. They say that when one door closes another door open .

Thank you for being such a blessing to all of us at these forums. Prayers and hugs to you!

Every day I sit here entirely alone with no one to talk to, but then I think of the people I pushed away and just feel like a complete idiot and failure. A few years ago I had one person I could talk to almost every day, usually in voice or video chats, and they were a gamer like me so we'd even play games together, but being the moron I am I pushed them away. Now I have no one at all, so I feel nothing but sadness and loneliness which just feeds the depression and makes me want to just put an end to it all.

A song I still find uplifting:

Don't give up! I believe we were all created for a reason. Ask, seek, knock--it can be an exciting journey we believe that there is something better for us in the future. I pray that you can learn to focus on the good and not the negative voices playing in your head.

@TunedOut Thank you, though each day I just feel more and more hopeless. I'm starting to feel I was created just to suffer, because no matter what I try or how hard I try everything just fails. I can't even see the positives anymore, and I don't see a future at all. I hate admitting it, but I have given up.

I been feeling really :sadhug depressed especially lately

God bless all of you! I sometimes feel it's just too much. But there are those moments when I realize there is still something else in my future, & I want to be here when that happens. Please hang in there, dear extremely hurt posters of this depression forum. Please? And thank you for posting here, for the good of all of us. We need you!

I can really relate to this! Thank you for putting into words what I find hard to admit.

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My older sister rudely asked me why am I so depressed all the time .

i told friend who wants to be reassured a lot, weeks in advance, that the 2nd March I cannot be reassuring and helping her cause its a bad anniversary and that is the ONE DAY i need to focus on getting myself through that day, she sent two emails yesterday (which i answered today) and me responding to them today she's taken as a invitation to start sending more emails instead of thinking "yesterday was a bad anniversary, she might need a few more days to get back on a even keel, I won't flood her with emails cause she needs time and space to feel better from the anniversary of Ebony's death"

clearly its not reasonable of me to NEED a few days of not getting multiple emails from her, so I can focus on getting myself back onto a even keel

What do they say about lifejackets? Or is it oxygen masks? Put your own one on before helping the next person with theirs? clearly i'm not allowed to do that ............... sigh ..............

Hugs willowtigger

So sorry, willowtigger!

Now she's sending emails again, saying I can answer them when I can ...............

from what i can see its the same things she's always wanting reassurance about

I’m sorry that you’re friend couldn’t respect your boundaries yesterday. Keep putting your boundaries up.

Is it too much to ask, to be allowed time to stabilise again, without being expected to carry another person? Idk any more

Willowtigger a selfish turd clearly .....

Dear friend , I am suffering at this moment! I don't know why it has to hurt so much! Bad things have happened, & we don't to be like that. Even though it hurts so much, we must keep striving towards the good. God bless you, dear wonderful willowtigger!

breaking dawn is a wonderful person

I been feeling really depressed :hug about my severe depression I have when nothing has triggered my depression :doh but I feel like I am : with myself about this severe depression.

I’m sorry that you are hurting.