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Breaking Dawn · Aug 04, 2022 at 08:19 PM

Thank you, @Skeezyks. It's so good to hear from you!

And thank you for sharing your music. I googled The Weepies' Nobody Knows Me At All, & me & my voices enjoyed it.

MimiBhaduri0 · Aug 05, 2022 at 04:53 AM

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Well, I know I'm weird, but I realize that's just part of being my real self. And I am me, whoever that is. Some people believe that what we are really doing every day is dreaming & "life" isn't real. So I guess I shouldn't get so sad or apprehensive about things? I mean, if I'm only dreaming all this... But then, what about the pain that feels so real?

So very true, we are not delusional, the pain is real.

Skeezyks · Aug 08, 2022 at 02:20 PM

A Nightingale's Lullaby - YouTube

MimiBhaduri0 · 01:53 AM

Not feeling well today morning as usual.They diagnosed that I have less than the optimum amount of oxygen in my brain and that makes me feel sick and tired the whole time. I have asthma too and I already used the inhaler a few times. I hope....I wish I feel just a little better as the day progresses. Atm I can't get out of bed. I'm typing on my phone in bed.

Breaking Dawn · Aug 09, 2022 at 02:30 AM

Dear @MimiBhaduri0, Sending get well wishes full of love, & good healthy energy from the cosmos. I think it's good that you're resting. Take good care of yourself, dear Mimi.

MimiBhaduri0 · Aug 09, 2022 at 04:05 AM

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Dear @MimiBhaduri0, Sending get well wishes full of love, & good healthy energy from the cosmos. I think it's good that you're resting. Take good care of yourself, dear Mimi.

Thank you Breaking Dawn.

Breaking Dawn · Aug 11, 2022 at 05:43 AM

I feel sad about the death of someone who will always be special. I wish for all of you who are hurting this way to feel the comfort of love from all of us, & from beyond.

MimiBhaduri0 · Aug 15, 2022 at 08:01 AM

I feel very sad and anxious at the same time. And very very lonely. I feel afraid of the future. What if I am stuck in India forever? I just can't adapt to the continuous trauma I have to deal with here every moment. I feel very restless and impatient as well. Am I doomed to feel like this as long as I live? Will help never arrive?

Breaking Dawn · Aug 15, 2022 at 11:05 AM

No, @MimiBhaduri0, you are not doomed to live like this for the rest of your life. The world/life is always changing. Opportunity arrives when you least expect it, so stay ready for when it happens. I believe your strength will keep growing, in spite of everything you're going through. God bless you, dear Mimi!

MimiBhaduri0 · Aug 15, 2022 at 11:35 AM

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No, @MimiBhaduri0, you are not doomed to live like this for the rest of your life. The world/life is always changing. Opportunity arrives when you least expect it, so stay ready for when it happens. I believe your strength will keep growing, in spite of everything you're going through. God bless you, dear Mimi!

Thanks so much Breaking Dawn. I hope what you say comes true. I am truly grateful to you.

Skeezyks · Aug 15, 2022 at 02:42 PM

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Breaking Dawn · Aug 15, 2022 at 03:52 PM

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Did something happen, @Skeezyks?

Skeezyks · Aug 16, 2022 at 02:28 PM

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Did something happen, @Skeezyks?

@Breaking Dawn Thanks so much for inquiring.

No, nothing in particular has happened. Everything just feels as though it's sliding slowly downhill. Sort-of feels like the light at the end of the tunnel is the proverbial oncoming train not the other end of the tunnel. I suppose it's to be expected at my spouse's & my ages. But it just makes me... I don't know... sad.

Hope you are well...

Breaking Dawn · Aug 16, 2022 at 03:34 PM

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@Breaking Dawn Thanks so much for inquiring.

No, nothing in particular has happened. Everything just feels as though it's sliding slowly downhill. Sort-of feels like the light at the end of the tunnel is the proverbial oncoming train not the other end of the tunnel. I suppose it's to be expected at my spouse's & my ages. But it just makes me... I don't know... sad.

Hope you are well...

MimiBhaduri0 · Aug 17, 2022 at 01:40 AM

I am physically very sick - chronic diarrhea, nausea, bloating, indigestion and acid reflux. My stomach, small intestine, and an*s feel tender and hurt. My lungs hurt too and I have asthma attacks every morning. Apart from these I am forever depressed and get daily panic attacks and feel very very lonely. I am suffering a lot. God please help me.

Breaking Dawn · Aug 17, 2022 at 02:26 AM

Dear @MimiBhaduri0, if you can't afford a doctor, I was wondering, do you have any charities near you, a church maybe? People volunteer to work for charities for free because they want to help people like yourself. They see sad situations & feel a deep desire to do something, to help the unfortunate. You could get help without your family & others knowing. Do you think you could check around & maybe receive some kind of help this way?

God bless you, Mimi.

MimiBhaduri0 · Aug 17, 2022 at 03:53 AM

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Dear @MimiBhaduri0, if you can't afford a doctor, I was wondering, do you have any charities near you, a church maybe? People volunteer to work for charities for free because they want to help people like yourself. They see sad situations & feel a deep desire to do something, to help the unfortunate. You could get help without your family & others knowing. Do you think you could check around & maybe receive some kind of help this way?

God bless you, Mimi.

No church nearby. I am on antibiotics but the symptoms still persist. Maybe I'll need to do an ultrasound and some invasive procedures. My GP died of covid recently so I gotta see a new doctor

Skeezyks · Aug 17, 2022 at 04:25 PM

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No church nearby. I am on antibiotics but the symptoms still persist. Maybe I'll need to do an ultrasound and some invasive procedures. My GP died of covid recently so I gotta see a new doctor

Seeing a new doc is tough. I don't have one anymore myself (except for my pdoc.) I received a letter in the mail a while back saying the doc I used to see was no longer at the clinic where I used to see him. Perhaps he retired. He was an older man. So I wouldn't be surprised. Best wishes for finding your own new doctor, Mimi. Hope you begin to feel better soon...

MimiBhaduri0 · Aug 17, 2022 at 10:35 PM

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Seeing a new doc is tough. I don't have one anymore myself (except for my pdoc.) I received a letter in the mail a while back saying the doc I used to see was no longer at the clinic where I used to see him. Perhaps he retired. He was an older man. So I wouldn't be surprised. Best wishes for finding your own new doctor, Mimi. Hope you begin to feel better soon...

Thanks much.

MimiBhaduri0 · Aug 18, 2022 at 04:19 AM

I am a bit better today, maybe the antibiotics are working, though the daily morning asthma attacks are still there. But I feel very weak and drowsy. Thanks much everyone for being there.

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Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Aug 04, 2022 at 08:19 PM #741 Thank you, @Skeezyks. It's so good to hear from you! And thank you for sharing your music. I googled The Weepies' Nobody Knows Me At All, & me & my voices enjoyed it. __________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * *

Skeezyks Disreputable Old Troll Member Since Oct 2015 Location: The Star of the North Posts: 32,762 (SuperPoster!) 8 17.4k hugs given	Aug 08, 2022 at 02:20 PM #743 A Nightingale's Lullaby - YouTube __________________ "I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last)

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Aug 09, 2022 at 02:30 AM #745 Dear @MimiBhaduri0, Sending get well wishes full of love, & good healthy energy from the cosmos. I think it's good that you're resting. Take good care of yourself, dear Mimi. __________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * *

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Aug 11, 2022 at 05:43 AM #747 I feel sad about the death of someone who will always be special. I wish for all of you who are hurting this way to feel the comfort of love from all of us, & from beyond. __________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * *

MimiBhaduri0 Veteran Member Member Since Feb 2020 Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India Posts: 653 4 4,706 hugs given	Aug 15, 2022 at 08:01 AM #748 I feel very sad and anxious at the same time. And very very lonely. I feel afraid of the future. What if I am stuck in India forever? I just can't adapt to the continuous trauma I have to deal with here every moment. I feel very restless and impatient as well. Am I doomed to feel like this as long as I live? Will help never arrive?

Skeezyks Disreputable Old Troll Member Since Oct 2015 Location: The Star of the North Posts: 32,762 (SuperPoster!) 8 17.4k hugs given	Aug 15, 2022 at 02:42 PM #751 _____ _____ __________________ "I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last)

MimiBhaduri0 Veteran Member Member Since Feb 2020 Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India Posts: 653 4 4,706 hugs given	Aug 17, 2022 at 01:40 AM #755 I am physically very sick - chronic diarrhea, nausea, bloating, indigestion and acid reflux. My stomach, small intestine, and an*s feel tender and hurt. My lungs hurt too and I have asthma attacks every morning. Apart from these I am forever depressed and get daily panic attacks and feel very very lonely. I am suffering a lot. God please help me.

MimiBhaduri0 Veteran Member Member Since Feb 2020 Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India Posts: 653 4 4,706 hugs given	Aug 18, 2022 at 04:19 AM #760 I am a bit better today, maybe the antibiotics are working, though the daily morning asthma attacks are still there. But I feel very weak and drowsy. Thanks much everyone for being there.