Depression Vent Room for Misfits

Have you ever heard the phrase, "as a man thinketh, so is he." The following video explains so well that every thought we have matters. You are worthy. In 2015, I made an attempt because I was listening to a voice of accusation (a family member) and my own negative thoughts which said I did not matter.

Thank you for the link

Depression is a horrible old dragon. It likes to pop it's head out from time to time and make me miserable for a time. Who knows how long it will last this time?

feeling pressurised by the friend who looks for reassurance, she sent another couple of emails, it would help if i had a complete break from emails for a few days :/

I been feeling really awful lately that Iis causing me to feel depressed.

Feeling sad, but I think I might be a little bit better today.

Please, all of you, be kind to yourself. No matter what happened before, we have tomorrow.

"Other people's hate destroyed my love, and I couldn't do nothing about it" Featherstone - Gnomeo and Juliet

A lady whom I thought of as a friend recently ghosted me. We were World of Warcraft friends and Discord buddies. She even invited me to her server. But today I found out she unfriended me and kicked me out of her group. I don't know why. We haven't talked in a while. But that's not a good reason. I've just been busy. And she is usually busy when I try to talk to her on Discord. I'm very hurt and very sad.

i'm managing to distress myself

the thought that Tigger's dying cause she's seeked out a pile of dirty laundry next to the washing machine that needs to go in, i keep thinking it and the thought won't go cause she never sleeps by the washing machine, even when i put clothes there

so i started reading what signs a cat is dying and apparently sleeping is one of the signs

so i'm in a distress panic now

i'm really scared

she never eats "people food" ever - like tuna or chicken etc

but tonight when Willow demanded some tuna NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tigger decided to have some as well

i'm getting caught up in a distress mode in case thats a sign of death - eating some food she normally decides is the most nasty tasting stuff on this planet cause she hates chicken and tuna,

im sorry that has happened to you. Remember it was her and not you.

Thank you

I am just tired of this sorrow, the sadness, the anxiety that have been haunting me for seven years and will never go away.

I sometimes cry for the suffering that is still to come. I never smile for the happiness that lies bevind me. It was too little to notice.

I’m trying to process my depression :sadhug in therapy

Sometimes we just need a good cry

I'm not sure if I'm a misfit, but i also thought of that Rudolph movie and always had empathy towards them and I see a lot of friendly "faces" in this thread. Can I join?

Don't really know what to vent really today. Um, does this count? I didn't set any meat out last night to prepare for today's dinner. Well, i thought we would have some like leftovers, but only after it was way to late to do anything else, did i find out the leftovers went bad. I managed to scramble something together for myself, but i was STARVING!! so I'll probably be hungry again tonight, and my husband also hasn't had a proper dinner either, so like WHAT DO I DO??? I'm depressed and anxious. Don't have anything quick to make and can't go outside either. I mean, maybe like beans or eggs but will H eat that? Also i feel like i don't want to do more work (cook) today. *facepalms

Oh yeah. And I'm still processing relationship from my past that went bad. It's been 20 years. I never really got closure and only after my marriage did i get some more answers to my questions (way too late to do anything). I still have questions though. If anyone s interested, i can say more.

Sure join in

I think my family :sadhug is causing my depression

My mom was supposed to come over today but she was a no-show. And she never answered her phone. So I am extremely disappointed and sad. I made a special effort to clean for her.

Maybe start a separate thread for that, so you can get responses dedicated to the issue of closure to help you process it?

I’m so sorry.