[Deilla]

I feel a little less stressed. I was able to eventually get some sleep and I had a nap this morning. I feel like I need a Klonopin though.

Not much of a day today. Today is kind of a day I feel like I'm in a "lock down". No, it's because of the pandemic or a police activity. It's because of a large marathon race going, which has taken up the streets nearby. So I couldn't get to the stores this morning and my bike riding is limited. Maybe it's just as well not to take a long bike ride as it's fairly warm and humid now.

I called my friend just now and he sounded like he's "out of it". I guess I got him at a bad time because he was in-between lunch and desert after the lunch. Whenever I feel it's not a good time for me to answer the phone, I just put the voicemail on. I don't know why some people don't do that and then tell me that it was a bad time for me to call.

I'm feeling "locked in" and alone so far today. I guess I'm looking forward to tomorrow a little bit as I could do a little shopping by then.

[Rose76]

I can't take feeling so down. I'm desperate to shake this off. Maybe if I leave the house and go anywhere.

I am feeling depressed.

today, in the UK, is freedom day (basically a lifting of any lockdown restrictions that still remain)
so now: not only can I no longer use lockdown as a safety net, but I'm sat here thinking.. where the **** is my freedom?. everyone has some, but what about mine?

my life really does suck- specially when you get to days like today and realise how little you had before as well as now..

[Rose76]

Went to bed at 1 a.m.

Just woke up at 3:15 a.m.

No peace.

[Breaking Dawn]

Definitely ups & downs. I'm trying to focus on the ups. But once in a while something throws you an unexpected problem, so I'm dealing with that the best I can.

I am almost ashamed to tell that I feel well. So many of you are suffering at the moment! I am with you in my thoughts!

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by GoGo2

I am almost ashamed to tell that I feel well. So many of you are suffering at the moment! I am with you in my thoughts!

Dear @GoGo2, you should know that you are a blessing to everyone!, with a heart like yours! God bless you, sweet friend!

[Rose76]

I wonder if I will ever feel alright again.

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

Dear @GoGo2, you should know that you are a blessing to everyone!, with a heart like yours! God bless you, sweet friend!

Thank you so much! This warmed my heart!

Not much of a day today. It's been pretty hot and humid lately. Just did some small errands and a workout so far. That's it. I'm feeling kind of funky today. It's like feelings of depression and dread about the future.

[Deilla]

Overall, it's been a positive day. It's been very busy. I went out to eat with my mom. So that was nice. I'm just relaxing now. I feel calm.

[Otheraccountt17]

Bad few days. Every plan is was making fell short. I’m not sure where I’m going now

[Rose76]

Depression is bad enough on its own. But to have bad anxiety on top of depression is beyond awful.

I'm telling myself: Nothing awful is about to happen.

This state of mind I'm in can't last forever.

I still need to sort out something good to eat, the food I had yesterday barely touched the surface and I felt quite hungry all night

today is just hot, but I have 3 bottles of cooling spray, 2 fans, and my window open so it's not too bad.. their's meant to be thunderstorms later to cool the air. not sure if their will be, but we could do with the breeze

I feel OK, but tired this day.I let myself become sidetraced by some items that were not on my plan. I am irritated on myself, but of course there is something called self forgiveness.

[Breaking Dawn]

I'm doing ok so far.

[Fuzzybear]

[Rose76]

Anxiety still has me feeling defeated.

I am still tired. It shall be good to put my head on the pillow tonight.

An alright day so far. Actually, so far, one good thing and one bad thing happened. The good thing was that the oven looked good after I cleaned it; without a self-cleaning oven and using something caustic (like a well-known oven cleaning brand). The bad (which is more of an intense feeling for me) is expecting a payment that hasn't arrived yet due to some snafus. So I had to spend time on the phone and it wasn't pleasant.

Nothing much for the rest of the day. I feel very down now but then, to remind myself, I look at my oven at times just to remind me that something's right in my life.

[Yzen]

Nothing is going right for me lately. I'm feeling low and have zero energy.

[Rose76]

Went out to run some errands. I'm still awfully weak physically. I never expected anemia to do all this to me. It scares me.

I'm supposed to start PT soon. I guess, with effort, I should be able to regain my normal strength and stamina. It's like I aged 10 years in the last month. Scarey.

[xIxAmxSadx]

Feeling depressed about all the trauma I've faced, and now having to unpack and deal with it after all these years is so hard. Just feeling numb and heavy from it all.
Hugs to everyone.

[Aardwolf]

This week has been really difficult. There's so much going on, none of which I am equipped to deal with. The walls have been pressing in, and even work I'm starting to hate again. I don't want to do it, but i have to.