[lost_lonely]

Again. I think I let someone down. Perhaps it is time to retreat into hiding and revel in memories of the good old days............

Yeah, in fact, I think I'm going to do just that. I'm no good to anyone. It is time..............

[shakes]

((((Lost Lonely))))
You cannot retreat! It is not allowed. We are here please talk to us.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>

[rebelindisguise]

I agree wit Jess...don't retreat...talk to us, Adrienne ;P

¡Adrienne!
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"Why do we rape our women, do we hate our women? I think it's time to heal our women, be real to our women."-Tupac Shakur

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((((((((lost lonely))))))))))))))))))))

[SS8282]

((((((((lost))))))))) we all let someone down sometimes. Talk to the person, maybe you didn't let him/her down.

You're good to us, to me.

[lost_lonely]

Well, if I give him some time, if he does feel hurt, maybe he'll stop feeling that way?

I don't know, only time will tell, I suppose..................

((((((((((LOST_LONELY)))))))))))))
It's the circle of life: Sometimes we let others down, sometimes we are let down. It's what we do with the disappointments that make us the strong people that we are. You're a wonderful young woman; you're a very determined person or you would have checked out a long time ago. You keep hanging on, but not just surviving, you find a way to LIVE!!! Life is/can be a beautiful thing.
Jon

[lost_lonely]

Oh Jon, you truly have no idea what it took to post this. There have been moments when I felt I have let YOU down, and it's been very difficult for me to face. I was thinking of you as I posted this.
After reading your other post in general about high standards, I realize that we're not so different after all. I will pm you, I promise, these are just really hard times right now, I see for the both of us. But I am thinking of you, and appreciate your response. We can both survive this, I know we can, despite all the challenges and heartache we may face along the way. Some moments are more difficult than others, but we need to have hope. I NEED a dose of hope, now more than ever.

(((((((((((((((((Jon))))))))))))))))))))))

Don't give up.

Hugs,
Adrienne

[SS8282]

Maybe he will stop feeling hurt - IF he feels that way at all. You know what? I'm sure people have let YOU down, so why can't you let someone else down - you are human too. I dont mean you let people down on purpose, it's just that we ALL do.

Please don't give up. You'll get through this. (((((((((((((((((lost)))))))))))))))))

[SS8282]

(((((((((((((Jon)))))))))))))))))))

[lost_lonely]

Thank you, you are such a wonderful friend to me. ((((((((((SS8282)))))))))

"My bologna has a first name..." Oh, Hi! I understand the need to retreat; but the reasons are very different. You are valuable, and you do matter. No one else will see that you do until you do.
Love you, and you can pull through.
Jon

[lost_lonely]

Thanks for the chuckle! I just saw that commercial on TV last night, as a matter of fact. They say sometimes laughter is the best medicine.......
You are valuable as well, and such an awesome friend. We have trouble realizing this when we're depressed, so I'll point it out for YOU, as you've done for ME............
Hang in there, you've come much too far to give up now!

Love,
Adrienne

You are such an awesome person Adrienne; I'm so glad to know you. I hope that you are doing the things that it will take for you to be healthy and whole, I would miss you if we ever lost contact.
Love,
Jon

[lost_lonely]

Thank you, reading your kind words really made my night. I value your friendship, and I hope we can remain in contact. I would miss you too, if we lost contact. ((((((((((((Jon))))))))))))

Love,
Adrienne

Hang in there beautiful! Stay strong in spirit, but let yourself greive--don't hold it all in, you don't have to be alone.
(((((Adrienne)))))